Well, going from nervousness over my handling of Kevin and Luzurial’s relationship to a wonderful review from pippychick is some serious Mood Whiplash.
Thank you so much! So JayDee knows about this, but recall how you said during your review of Whore of Heaven how you have to feel things to write the stories you write? Well, I work exactly like that too, very possibly moreso. I’m kind of sensitive emotionally (which is why I asked for permission to write this story) and I actually made myself cry while writing this sequence, with Luzurial’s PTSD flashback and her breaking down crying in the bathroom. I was hoping I would manage to communicate at least some of the emotions I was feeling, so I’m glad it worked at least partially.
I feel like it would be a pretty crappy hurt/comfort fic if I didn’t acknowledge just how badly hurt she is (not just physically) by the end of the first story. I hope that what I’ve written going forward works for you.
Well, not exactly what happened to Shondra and Molly, but there are bad things in store for Cassie and Hobbs.
Speaking of which, now that you’ve reached this point, it’s time for another Names That Mean Something.
“Adrian” doesn’t really mean anything as far as the story is concerned, but “Hobbs” is an English surname derived from the medieval given name Hob. Hob is a medieval short form of Robert, but “Old Hob” is a nickname for Satan, so you know...bad guy name.
Funny you should say that, because Barbara is like a microcosm of what happens to characters in Whore of Heaven. She mostly resembles Luzurial, in that she’s an admirable female character committed to doing good who makes an honest mistake (Luzurial disobeys orders; Barbara assumes a dirty cop will surrender when caught instead of lashing out), suffers sexual violation, and then has something horrifically violent happen to her. She’s also linked to Yolanda Dawson, since the horrifically violent thing is that Eparlegna eats her alive. Very, very slowly, complete with hell magic to keep her alive until her disembodied head was swallowed.
At the very least, an eighteen meter dragon takes larger bites than an eight foot demon, so it took a little under ten minutes for her to be eaten (I think Yolanda was eaten over the course of an hour).
I knew I forgot something!
Well, I wanted to have a big, climactic battle at the end of the story, so…
I did research. Literally, I looked for things both here and on Literotica with the “tentacles” or “tent” tag and then tried to analyze what the authors were doing in the scene. Some of them were pretty bad, but others were pretty good, and I did take some pointers for writing this one.
Gundam fanfiction. That’s what I wrote over on fanfiction.net (and if I ever get my act together, I have more of that to write!), and it allowed me to practice writing prose as well as action scenes (the Gundam shows are space operas, so there’s lots of directed energy weapons and things blowing up).
Thank you so, so much!
I may very well faceplant before reaching the end. As I mentioned in previous posts (I won’t spoil anything in this one) I’ve tried to gradually build up the relationship between Kevin and Luzurial in a way that doesn’t make him look like a creep or make her look weak, but my ability to mitigate the cliches is not guaranteed. I hope it remains entertaining to read for you nonetheless.