greenwizard

Hmmm... I have 6 chapters up, no lemons, and 26 reviews! *does a little dance* Yeah, I'm bragging a little here, but I think I have a right seeing as how I put so much in my stories. But yes, I undesrtand what the rest of you are saying. People on AFF seem to only be looking for sex. You are not the first to bring up this topic, and probably not the last. Adult situations include language, violence, drugs, and other things thought to not be suitable for minors. That is what the creatures of the site had in mind from what I've heard. But apparently people seem to have smex on the brain. I have not put smut in to please a reader, and I never will. I'm going to add a lemon soon, but when I feel like it's a good place.

I agree. Again, it's your story. I don't write lots of smut either. My current story has 6 chapters up, and no smut in sight. I do something crazy and actually rely on plot and good writting I know... it's a risky move. If I get a story with 20 chapters there might be 2 sex scenes.

Ok, I was going through some old pictures. I found one of me at a makeup party.... Let me explain. I was mindnumbingly bored one day when a friend called me up. She said she was going to a mary kay makeup party and thought it might be fun for me to come. Since I didn't have any other better prospects, I went. The host actually didn't mind a guy being there, or at least she said she didn't. They actually ended up having a good time because I submitted myself as a test dummy. So yeah, I sat in a chair and let women put makeup on me. Being really bored can make you do strange things. Does anyone else have similar stories. What strange things have you done to keep from being bored?

Ok, I've been thinking about something. As of today I now have 2 people who want me to email them when I update. Is it really an authors job to sit and send out a bunch of emails so the readers can convienently know when to come read again? I'm not really bitching here... I'm glad they like it that much. I'm just interested in what the rest of you feel about the subject.

Hmmmm... I was under the impression that a broken leg wasn't a permenant disability either. All of my broken bones healed in a month r so. And the pain wasn't even that bad after the inital break. Hospitals give out good drugs. But when I had a broken arm I had to go to school after a few days and carry my own books. Have any of you been pregnant? I haven't, but most of my female friends have. It doesn't look comfortable. Bad is a person who drives her father in law's car because he had one of those handicapped cards and using it because she's just too lazy to walk. Yes, I know someone who did that. I was with her and didn't say anything because I was a 12 year old kid. But being pregnant is a serious thing. Yes for some it is a choice, but they have like 30 lbs bowling balls strapped to them that they can't take off. Go to your mothers and tell them being pregnant is no big deal... I dare ya...

Yep. I posted on here for a Harry Potter beta. It still doesn't have any replies as far as I know. I had to go actively hunt for one. I still need one that I can bounce ideas off and stuff.

Actually, I like simple reviews. It lets me know that there's someone who enjoys it at least. Constructive criticism is always welcome of course... I'm always interested in ways readers think I can improve. But to know my work is enjoyed at least is almost as good. I think it should be, If one enjoys a story, thou shalt review period. I think most authors appreciate all kinds of encouragenent, and not all readers are experts in writing.

I know how you feel. When you know that someone is enjoying your story you want to do everything you can to make them enjoy it even more. But if something is important to the plot you already have planned out you shouldn't change it to make one person happy. But of course that being said, plots can be changed. I've changed the direction of something when my feelings on the subject changed. The tricky part is to make what you change still work with what you already have written. I'm very good at that though so if you need help just send me a pm. But honestly, if you change it, it should be because you yourself want to. The story is your baby.

Here's the lyrics to that song. Yeah, scary.

Oh good lord, where should I start? I am the king of holding grudges. I don't forgive and I don't forget. (Though I am working on this particular flaw.) That in itself is tied to pride. I won't admit I'm wrong even if I know I am. The Hammerfall song "Last Man Standing" describes me so perfectly it's scary. I suck at keeping secrets. I think that flaw gets me into the most trouble. I want so desperately to be accepted and belong that if I think I've found someone that's on the same page with me I'll say things I really shouldn't. Patience is a virtue that I do not possess. I can't stand to wait for anything. I can't deal with difficult people. I loose my temper way too easily. Hmm... looking at all of this I sound like a really bad person on paper. But I swear I'm not.... I just have major issues I'm in the process of working on. It's times like these that I wish there was a competant psychiatrist out there.

Yes! Thank you.

Ok, right now I think I'm starting to go crazy..... Someone I've been doing beta work for has been asking questions about the male anatomy so she can write stuff out better. While I don't mind helping out another writer, trying to describe stuff can be hard. I know there's a sight out there done by some guy to help women write slash. I came across it when I first started writing. I remember browsing through it out of curiosity. And I know I've seen a link to it somewhere on this forum. But I"ve spent the last 20 mins looking for it so I can send it to her, and I can't find it! This would be the part where I scream and pull my hair out. Does anyone happen to know what I'm talking about and where to find it?

I just got one that I thought was interesting. It said 'you should update this is really good.' Well, I'm glad the person liked it, but I just added a chapter like 2 days ago. I've been adding chapters about once a week. *scratches head* I don't get it....

Yesterday I took some of my newfound excess energy and did some cleaning. I hate cleaning, but it really needed done. The house is a comnplete pigsty because I really haven't felt up to doing much for a long time now. But with any luck I'll get it back to looking nice again.

Ok, so I just kind of woke up in a really good mood this morning. There really isn't a reason for it, but I'm not complaining. I've been feeling a little weird lately, I think because of daylight saving's time. But anyway, today I can't stop smiling! I did something a little out of character I went shopping. I bought clothes, but in my defense, I got more sweatpants and jogging shorts. I haven't turned into a normal, stereotypical homosexual just yet... I also got new earrings and hair dye because I suddenly felt the urge to be a strawberry blonde. This is why I refuse to take medication. Sure, I've been rather depressed for a while, but my natural highs are seriously awesome. If I took medication to stabilize my mood I wouldn't get this. Having one mood all the time doesn't sound like much fun in my opinion. My boyfriend wanted to strangle me for being so hyper and perky, but I think this is fucking great. He'll really wanna strangle me when he sees what all I bought... but it's worth it. I just hope it lasts.

That's true I guess. The equate pills are bigger. And a lot of times the inactive ingredients are different, which can sometimes have an effect even though no one will admit it. A friend told me genaric pills aren't good for snorting. I didn't ask... I don't think I wanna know....

You know how the companies who make genaric products swear up and down that their product is exactly the same as the brand name, only cheaper? So explain to me why genaric drugs have different side effects than the generic drugs? Ok, so I'm allergic to dogs and we have 2. I have a perscription, but I can't afford to get it. So I get the behind the counter stuff. When I get Claritan D I get a little dizzy and I'm really thirsty until it wears off. It doesn't really bother me if I drink a lot of liquids. Equate (genaric Claritan) is a different story. I've never been high from illegal drugs, but I think that I've had a similar experience with equate allergy pills. I walk into stuff and get giggling fits. The last time I took one of those I though falling down and spraining my ankle was fucking hilarious. I get people asking if I'm drunk because I'm off my balance and my words are slurred. Again, why is it if they're supposed to be exactly the same does the equate fuck me up so much? I know my system is really sensitive to drugs, but why such dramatically different reacdtions? I haven't bought the equate stuff since the spraining my ankle incident. Someone should seriously look into that.

My favorite Harry Potter pairing is Harry/Lucius. I also like Harry/Draco, Lucius/Draco, and of course Harry/Lucius/ Draco. There was actually a fic I really liked thaty had all three of them together and I can't remember the name. I remember Ginny got all pissed off and kidnapped Harry and hid him in the attic.

It's snowing pretty heavy now. I'm glad I got my shopping done while it was still raining.

It was up in the 50's here last Monday. Last night we were supposed to get like 3". I'm looking out the window and I don't see any snow. It looks like it rained some more.

I can see the sweraing and the video games to a point. But I think only seriously violent and gory games should apply. And you can ask people not to swear, but you can't control them. Kids tend to like to read over your shoulder. As for religion and your girlfriend... WTF? As long as you and your girlfriend don't get into graphic cybering I don't see a problem. And as far as religion.... I'm sorry but unless you expose your kids to other religions and opinions you're not teaching them faith, you're brainwashing them. I am of the strong opinion that each individual person needs to figure out for themselves what they believe.

It sucks doesn't it. Either her family knows someone, or they paid to have it published. While doing my own research I found a publishing company that likes to help new authors. They only charge a percentege of publishing costs and they hook you up with editers and stuff. I wish I could give you the name of the publishing company, but I lost it I had it bookmarked on a computer that died on me. But there is a little hope at least...

I HAVE HEAT!!!! The oil truck just came a little while ago. But of course I had to go and smash my middle finger while opening the basement door to go down and reset the furnace. I"m not even sure how I did it, but today is not a good day for my fingers. I broke my thumbnail trying to uncatch my coat zipper and it ripped off so short my finger was bleeding. I really do not like the sight of my own blood.

That is just.... I don't think there's a word to describe that. I know sex sells but.... And honestly... even if I was blind I think I'd know the difference.

Thanks for the hugs. I'm still cold, but less depressed. I think the only reason I haven't frozen to death is the heater keeps pumping up slightly warmer air from the basement. And I found a heavy quilt that my grandmother made for me when I was a kid.