it’s a sense of entitlement that gets to me.  My free time, not going to submit to schedule/demands (which is why I thought I hated writing for many years before I got into Harry Potter fanfiction, there’s a big difference between assigned writing & free writing). 
 
	My current potter story’s now of drinking age, and I stumbled over a plot point I was having trouble deciding on how to show it… that stalled me, I delved into originals, and came back.  And when I restarted, I re-read and realized it needed an overhaul.  A happy little accident in the rewrite, and it’s a lot richer of a tale now than it was then.