JayDee

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    JayDee reacted to Arian-Sinclair for a status update, Today shall be my first day of work as a CNA! I don't count the orientation day becau   
    Today shall be my first day of work as a CNA! I don't count the orientation day because that was just watching a few videos and filling out a bit of paperwork. Anyhow, I'm very over the moon to start in a few hours. It's an eight hour shift, from 2PM to 10PM. I can hardly wait to start getting to know the residents and my coworkers.
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    JayDee reacted to pippychick for a status update, Ok, I think I need to hibernate for a bit. Maybe a couple of weeks. I don't know. Peo   
    Ok, I think I need to hibernate for a bit. Maybe a couple of weeks. I don't know. People are worried about me.
    I just want to sleep. Let me be and be nothing. I am nothing at all it seems. Not even a dream.
    What have I done?
    Well, I stopped someone from toying with me before they got it into their head that they could… so that’s something. I said I was worth more than that. I think, if I give myself a bit of time, I’ll believe it again. But as of right now… I feel pretty worthless.
    Let me sleep it off.
    Then, perhaps, I’ll finally start updating my work again. Brienne wouldn’t have stood for that shit either. *nods* I’m right. But I need sleep just now. Lots of it.
     
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    JayDee reacted to DemonGoddess for a status update, Keep your fingers crossed for me, looks like I actually get a day off Thursday!   
    Keep your fingers crossed for me, looks like I actually get a day off Thursday!
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    JayDee reacted to pippychick for a status update, Feeling kind of low tonight, and tired. Just so much stumbling around in the dark wit   
    Feeling kind of low tonight, and tired. Just so much stumbling around in the dark without a guide, way too much wondering what I’m doing, every single day, when maybe it’s all too clear: I’m setting myself up.
    Hope. It makes fools of us all, doesn’t it? People like to blame love, but love is just a part-time accomplice. Hope is the really vicious one.
    I’m sorry for a million and one things, but mostly for being myself. You’d think I would have learnt by now to hide that part. I just never hated it enough.
    Well, perhaps I’ll learn another lesson here. Don’t stare at mirages. They’ll make you crazy.
    *sighs*
    The stress is killing me, and maybe that’s why I’ve had my first serious nightmare in what feels like months, which is what has me awake at just gone four am.
    MIA, 2018
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    JayDee reacted to BronxWench for a status update, Ah, February, when the weather pattern resembles a roller-coaster, and my brain wants   
    Ah, February, when the weather pattern resembles a roller-coaster, and my brain wants to hibernate...
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    JayDee reacted to Melrick for a status update, Okay, I finally got the all archive FAQ’s screenshots updated. About bloody time.   
    Okay, I finally got the all archive FAQ’s screenshots updated.  About bloody time.
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    JayDee reacted to BronxWench for a status update, And it looks like the new hard drive is doing the trick, for which I am profoundly gr   
    And it looks like the new hard drive is doing the trick, for which I am profoundly grateful!
    Just in time for the first round of edits for the republications…. 
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    JayDee reacted to CloverReef for a status update, I’m still checking in every couple days but been a little more busy than my social ph   
    I’m still checking in every couple days but been a little more busy than my social phobia can take so my online life is suffering. I’ll be back!
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    JayDee reacted to BronxWench for a status update, Okay, the new hard drive is being treated to a clean install of Windows 10, and then   
    Okay, the new hard drive is being treated to a clean install of Windows 10, and then I get to reinstall EVERYTHING else so I can move my files over properly. 
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    JayDee reacted to DemonGoddess for a status update, I am playing catch up, finally. We’ll see how long this fairly normal hours at work t   
    I am playing catch up, finally.  We’ll see how long this fairly normal hours at work thing lasts, though.  ugh
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    JayDee reacted to pippychick for a status update, All right, so sadly it’s not happening at all for me on AFF (I’m not sure why, and I’   
    All right, so sadly it’s not happening at all for me on AFF (I’m not sure why, and I’ve given up wondering), and while I’ll never go back to certain other sites as myself, I’ve had no choice but to post there. it’s either that or lose my motivation entirely. There’s also a chance it might just be one slightly enthusiastic person, but…
    I got 45 kudos overnight.
    This is encouraging.
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    JayDee reacted to BronxWench for a status update, A very Happy Birthday to our own CL Mustafic! Hope this year is good to you!   
    A very Happy Birthday to our own CL Mustafic! Hope this year is good to you!  
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    JayDee reacted to BronxWench for a status update, It is Day 3000 of the nuclear winter, and I am preparing to go and stock up in advanc   
    It is Day 3000 of the nuclear winter, and I am preparing to go and stock up in advance of the coming Bomb Cyclone we are threatened with as of tonight.

    At least I have a case of wine on hand.
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    JayDee reacted to pippychick for a status update, Merry Christmas All… and Happy New Year for every one of us! We have finally had our   
    Merry Christmas All… and Happy New Year for every one of us!
    We have finally had our dinner. This year, I got it done for just before six. I am stuffed full of turkey and homemade trifle (minus the alcohol). I bought the dog some toys and treats, but he has been much more interested in pulling crackers with me. Obviously, chews are boring gifts for dogs, just like ties for humans. Next year, I’ll consider getting him a miniature screwdriver set.
    Now I am going to lounge on the settee with my flashy christmas jumper on, and my christmas pudding socks, so as to watch Call the Midwife   . Oh, it really is flashy, btw. It has a button. I look like a christmas tree.
    Work tomorrow. But for now, sending out huge amounts of and to everyone here. Hope you’re all having a fabulous time.
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    JayDee reacted to WillowDarkling for a status update, Happy Holidays, everyone   
    Happy Holidays, everyone  
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    JayDee reacted to BronxWench for a status update, “The Play That Goes Wrong” is utterly brilliant. I quite literally laughed until I cr   
    “The Play That Goes Wrong” is utterly brilliant. I quite literally laughed until I cried. It was the perfect birthday present from my daft bugger, and I adore him forever!
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    JayDee reacted to pippychick for a status update, Happy Birthday BronxWench!!! Hope you are having a wonderful day, and that you have a   
    Happy Birthday BronxWench!!!
    Hope you are having a wonderful day, and that you have a brilliant year ahead! 

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    JayDee reacted to pittwitch for a status update, wrapping, wrapping, wrapping   
    wrapping, wrapping, wrapping
     
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    JayDee reacted to WillowDarkling for a status update, I am writing again…   
    I am writing again… 
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    JayDee reacted to pippychick for a status update, Wow… these settees looked a hell of a lot smaller in the shop. Now I have to rearrang   
    Wow… these settees looked a hell of a lot smaller in the shop. Now I have to rearrange again. Already did it twice before they got here. Can’t move for settees. Send help!
    Plus side. I have two happy dogs, who tried them out first. I swear the greyhound was there almost before the blokes put them down.
     
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    JayDee reacted to pippychick for a status update, What a horrible day! However, I seem to have managed to write most of a comedic chapt   
    What a horrible day!
    However, I seem to have managed to write most of a comedic chapter, somehow, in the middle of it all. Just a bit more to go, if I can concentrate.
     
     
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    JayDee reacted to Desiderius Price for a status update, Snow!   
    Snow!
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    JayDee reacted to pippychick for a status update, Well, I have about 5.5k words of filth that might get posted at some point tonight. C   
    Well, I have about 5.5k words of filth that might get posted at some point tonight. Commencing read throughs.
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    JayDee reacted to GeorgeGlass for a status update, So I had 400 words to go on NaNoWriMo, and I couldn’t think of what else to write. Th   
    So I had 400 words to go on NaNoWriMo, and I couldn’t think of what else to write. Then my wife says, “Write a sex scene. You might as well play to your strengths.”
    There is now a sex scene. And I’m at 50,000!
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    JayDee reacted to CloverReef for a status update, Thinking of doing a penname change. Just feel like it’s time to evolve from the old C   
    Thinking of doing a penname change. Just feel like it’s time to evolve from the old CloverReef. I mean… I’ve been CloverReef for… about a decade I guess. It probably seems weird to some people, who are perfectly content identifying with one pen name their whole lives, but for me, as I grow and shift, how I identify tends to grow and shift too. 
    I do have a pen name in mind. But I’m debating whether I should wait until I finish posting my current chaptered story or not.