"Loser" by Dedicated Quill

[Guest Tychasefan]

Hiya all, a good few years ago, there was a fiction written about 2 soccer players, Chase & Tyler who fell in love with eachother. I remember it being one of the best lgbt fictions I've honestly ever read in my life. I have recently re-read it and it still touches my heart. I know it is a real long shot... but I wanted to reach out to the author by email, just to leave some fan mail and let them know how much I appreciated their work. Is that something someone can help me with? 

[BronxWench]

We aren’t allowed to give out the emails of members unless they’ve posted the email address publicly on the profile page.

However, I can forward an email to the author on your behalf. I’m sure they would be very happy to hear that the story still touches people after all this time. You can send that to tos_team@adult-fanfiction.org, and I’ll pass it along.

[Guest Tychasefan]

Completely understandable, thank you. 

It's such a shame the story mostly disappeared and the author hasn't really been heard from

After recently re-reading it again it's like I wish more people knew about it so we can discuss it.. I related so much with the main character back when I first read it all those years ago.

 

Still, Dedicated Quill, wherever you are, thank you for your story, and I hope you are doing well. 

[Guest LoserLover]

On 7/3/2025 at 1:38 AM, Guest Tychasefan said:

After recently re-reading it again it's like I wish more people knew about it so we can discuss it..

You're so lucky.  I really wish I could re-read it too. Finding that story was such a pivotal part of my coming to terms with who I am. Its a shame that its all but disappeared, though I understand from another post on this forum that the author gave the go-ahead for anyone with a copy of the story to make it available again as she lost her own copy when she took it down.

[Guest IHaveLoser]

On 1/24/2026 at 11:18 PM, Guest LoserLover said:

You're so lucky.  I really wish I could re-read it too. Finding that story was such a pivotal part of my coming to terms with who I am. Its a shame that its all but disappeared, though I understand from another post on this forum that the author gave the go-ahead for anyone with a copy of the story to make it available again as she lost her own copy when she took it down.

If that’s true, I do actually have the whole thing saved, both as a series of DOCX files and also as an epub.

Is this okay to share, @BronxWench?

[BronxWench]

7 hours ago, Guest IHaveLoser said:

If that’s true, I do actually have the whole thing saved, both as a series of DOCX files and also as an epub.

Is this okay to share, @BronxWench?

In this instance, the author did email me and explicitly give permission for this story to be shared as per this thread:  https://www2.adult-fanfiction.org/forum/topic/73169-loser-original-mm/#comment-446353

So, if you have the story and would like to share it, you may email copies to anyone who would like them, or post a link to a place where the story could be read. The only thing we ask is that you not re-post the story here on AFF, since that’s not permitted under our Terms of Service.

[Guest IHaveLoser]

Awesome, thank you!

So uh… if anyone wants it, just send me an email at alive.brain2427@fastmail.com (it’s just a masked email that goes to my real email address) and I’ll send you whichever version you ask for, EPUB or ZIP file full of DOCX files. Happy to provide it to Dedicated Quill too if they ever want it, since they didn’t hang onto a copy.

[Guest tIHaveLoser]

(That sounded kind of accusatory, my bad, lol. Meant “since they weren’t able to hang onto a copy.”)