DarkInuLord

... I love her, I really do, and I'm not just staying with her because I don't want to be alone. I want this to work, I want her to realize she's being immature and needs to work on things just like she asks me to. But then this whole subject came up just now, and I lol'ed. "[18:41] <Grace> you pedo" I'm still being called a pedo. D: Her birthday is in TWO DAYS, come on! ... :: Edit :: =/ She's been 'helping with a play' for three days now. The first day she got on before she had to go to it to say hi, and got on when she got back to say goodnight. The second day she emailed me (From the play, apparently.) and said she was sorry she couldn't get on. Today I didn't even get an email, and her birthday is the 11th, I really hope she's done with the 'play' by then so I can wish her a happy birthday. =/

I normally open new tab -> Bookmarks -> AFF -> Check stories -> Nothing interests me still -> Hit up the forum -> Leave tab going until I go to bed. Sometimes I'll close it accidentally and have to reopen it. :3

I often have fantasies of being molested by Inuyasha, yet I'm completely straight. Is that unorthodox?

You know there's a place called Gaiaonline, I'm sure you could find "^____^ XD " type Role players for Kingdom Hearts 2 there.

That made me laugh. I would have done it, I don't like pink either, but I don't even have $3. :3

If we did become "Just friends" I'd just become more depressed, especially since she could get another boyfriend at the drop of a hat, without doing a thing. Yet it would probably take me months, if I was even trying. Even then, I don't think I could even trust anyone again.

... I wish... Even after all of this, I don't want to lose her. She only seems to be shy around me, she's always so huggy and touchy with her friends, but really... Distant when we're alone.I give her ALL of my attention, not even intentionally, but when she shows up I drop everything I'm doing just to talk to her. I think so... She's been there for me for a lot of things, and when she's not talking about other guys or some shit we have a lot of fun... When she finds the time to actually talk to me. We've been up some nights until 6AM just talking and laughing over mics online. Sigh.... I don't even know if she'll get on after school to say hi today. She's going to help those guys she said were hot with a play. Yeah, makes me completely not paranoid, and she'll probably be gone until 10PM again.

It all started about a week ago. One of my girlfriend's friends from school was doing one of those retarded webcam things (Like Stickam) and he told her to chat. She linked me to it, (Thank god.) and eventually he told her to get on her webcam. She did. Two minutes in he starts hitting on her, so I talk to her over MSN and tell her that her friend is pissing me off. Now you see, she's got a mic too, and the stupid site had voice as well, so the guy running it goes "Why'd you get quiet all of a sudden?" and she says, and I quote. "My friend doesn't feel well." Now, that made me think "What the fuck?" you know, I can see being shy when we first started dating, I let it go without a word when she referred to me as "My friend." when talking to people. But our anniversary was last month, the 29th, it's been over a year and she's still telling her FRIENDS that I'm just a FRIEND. Okay, sure, that's not such a big deal, I'll let that go, just a little frustrated. Won't bring it up because she IS a shy person... Around me. Well, five minutes later the guys in the channel are trying to get her to camwhore and act slutty like the fifteen year olds they're used to. Well she doesn't. (I really wish I could think it wasn't just because I was in the room, but that's really what I believe.) Well since that day, she's been talking about wanting to look good for other guys at school. O...Kay... Fine, yeah it's a girl thing, self esteem and all that, even though I think she's beautiful no matter what, and doesn't need makeup or slutty clothes. I guess girls need more than just their boyfriend's opinion on it. I'll let that go. Today, she starts talking about guys that she thinks are cute, and how she hugged one of them 'because he was sad'. Right, sure, I'm fine with that, a friendly hu-- Wait what did you just say? "HE probably doesn't like ME that way though." ... So what, you think of HIM as more than a friend? For fuck's sake she's been talking about this guy at least once a week for about two months, and as far as I can tell he's just a loud, obnoxious 15 year old boy who does dumb things to try to act cool. She talks about how she thinks he's cute, and she "used to" have a crush on him. She says this like she thinks I forgot what she said a few months back. It's sort of burned into my memory because of how bad it hurt when she said it. "If Cole asked me out I might be tempted to say yes." Gee, that was a thoughtful thing to say, surely that isn't going to hurt me at all, I mean, do I mean that little? We've dated a year now, does it mean nothing? I mean, I'm careful with what I even THINK because she gets mad/depressed if I say FF7 sucked, or that one of the characters is dumb and overly cliche. She gets upset when I say that the PS3 has no games, or that it'd be a waste of $599 US dollars to get one. Though it's completely alright to say something like that? I mean, I asked her the other day, why do the opinions of OTHER guys matter more than MY opinion? She said "To make me feel better about myself." and I accepted that. I might be reading too far into it, I mean, she's not slutty or anything, I'm her first boyfriend, and I've treated her well, I don't yell or even type in caps when talking to her. She's really closed to everyone, or so she says, but the way she talks about her male friends like that, she doesn't SEEM 'closed' like she is with me. She said she still doesn't fully trust me. IT'S BEEN A YEAR, but she wants me to trust her. I've been cheated on once already, how could I trust anyone fully, ever again? Really, if she does just up and leave me for this bastard friend of hers, I swear to god I give up on all of humanity, since she's the only one who shares the same views as me on ANYTHING. EVERYONE disagrees with me, besides her. We like the same things, I mean, she's the only reason I set an alarm, she's been my muse for multiple stories and pictures, but it just seems like she's interested in everybody EXCEPT me. On MSN she'd rather talk to her 'friends' than me, and has completely ignored me for several hours while talking to other people, not even replying with a half hearted 'lol' after I type a full page, trying to get a conversation started. Just... God... I have this friend, we sort of go to eachother for our relationship problems. (She's like 24 and her girlfriend is my age.) We're a lot alike, even our problems are similar. Our girlfriend's both seem more interested in everything else, even though we devote all of our time to them. Honestly? I really wish my girlfriend was more like her, but straight. I've found myself thinking, on more than one occasion, that if she weren't a lesbian, and both of our girlfriends left us, I'd ask her to be my girlfriend. I mean, I know it's a weird thought, I'm not even attracted to her to be honest, and she's scary 90% of the time, but when she's being her real self, that's almost everything I"d want in a girlfriend. But she has a lot of money, and I'm piss poor. Don't think it'd ever work, haha, that and I'm hoping for at least another year with my current girlfriend, and that I'm reading too far into everything that's going on. You know, I try telling myself it's all my imagination, but it's not helping. I should really have listened to my other friend when she said "Ah love, you don't know the terrible drug you're messing with." And this rant only made me feel slightly better.

So I finally get an idea for an original story, something not done before, but while plotting it out in my head I get sidetracked on what tags it would need, and what to keep out as to not spoil the story for the readers. THEN I FUCKING FORGET WHAT I WAS GOING TO WRITE. GODDAMNIT, I was pissed.

Sigh. I'm a believer that toys are disgusting. =/ They're fake, and I dislike them immensely, but it's the woman's choice if she'd rather have rubber than a real guy. :: Shrug ::

Awww, your naivety is sorta cute. But yeah, like the others said, it's a Japanese thing mainly where a bunch of guys ejaculate onto a woman (Mainly her face). ... You know if you google "Bukkake machine" there's a video of this machine thing that's made to squirt white liquid from all directions, from penis shaped objects... I guess asian girls who can't find a group of guys to masturbate onto them would buy it....

Weird Al is one of the greatest musicians ever, even though I've grown out of 'funny' music for slower, more classic/romantic music. :3 Oh and Elliott Smith, Elliot Smith is a God. Translation. -Tamaki Suoh

When I was 16 I dated a girl who was 17. She knows all too well the problem with walking. >> Gotta love bragging, eh? Also on subject of the thread, two or three times is reasonable for a healthy male of most ages, provided he has time in between to um, man the fort once again.... Depending on age could be as little as 10 minutes, and the time tends to have a large gap with age.... My father told me a lot of things I really didn't need to know.

Haha. Well if it's a male/female pairing, with Mpreg.... Oh wait, that would just go in general, huh? >>

When something like this happens, I "squee". Getting the first review to a story, a month later. Really, after writing it and not getting a single review until a month later, I was a little disheartened. ... I really should get back to working on the next chapter... =/

How long has it been? Six years or more now since the Inuyasha fandom was popular in fanfiction? Well I suppose not many last in popularity for much longer than that, and really what I'm trying to say is.... It's all been done. All of it, really. I've been looking through the stories for the last few days, hoping something would jump out and catch my attention. Sadly, the summary's are the most cliche, overdone things I've ever read. The few rare times nowadays that I see an original storyline that doesn't involve Original characters (I refuse to read those.) I read it, only to find that two chapters in they'll ruin it with some 'twist', or change the pairing without warning, which is a complete turn off to a good, or even great story. Take for instance, the idea of 'marking' and 'mating'. This was a fan based idea that seems to be present in ALL stories which came after. I've put them into my own, yes, but normally by the end of the sex scene I just need it over and done with, and it seems to be a good close. But if a story is going to run for a few more chapters, they could think of something a little more original, to give their story that much more, and make it more interesting. Sigh, I suppose I've been ranting. I just wish there was something that could hold my interest past the first chapter, without making me mentally scream "THIS HAS BEEN DONE A HUNDRED TIMES.". Also M-Preg, why is there so much M-Preg in the hetero section?...

I've been mistaken for a girl before... Back in highschool, I had one of those old hats (Before they were 'cool') and my hair was shoulder length, and some guy thought I was a girl, and started hitting on me. Seeing as how I rarely speak, and just kinda nod, he had to ask if I was a guy or a girl.... He left me alone once I spoke. >> My hair is longer now, I can only imagine how many people might think I'm a girl.

But rear ends are just so.... Grabable. D:

Gotta love social anxiety. >_> my friends hug me and I freeze. Kinda sucks. BOOBS!

Yeah but it goes under the radar. I could go years and have no idea what's happening, which is great.

Personally I dislike this president, yes, but I think that both of the two most likely to win the election, are also complete morons. I can't stand any of them, and that's why I'm moving to Canada as soon as possible.

Hahaha, I did that on another forum. xD

Did I forget to mention this story is from 2002? xD I doubt it was on purpose. It was probably a kid. And then John was a zombie.

Really, I want to know, because I love this story. Author: Peter Chimaera DOOM: Repercussions of Evil John Stalvern waited. The lights above him blinked and sparked out of the air. There were demons in the base. He didn't see them, but had expected them now for years. His warnings to Cernel Joson were not listenend to and now it was too late. Far too late for now, anyway. John was a space marine for fourteen years. When he was young he watched the spaceships and he said to dad "I want to be on the ships daddy." Dad said "No! You will BE KILL BY DEMONS" There was a time when he believed him. Then as he got oldered he stopped. But now in the space station base of the UAC he knew there were demons. "This is Joson" the radio crackered. "You must fight the demons!" So John gotted his palsma rifle and blew up the wall. "HE GOING TO KILL US" said the demons "I will shoot at him" said the cyberdemon and he fired the rocket missiles. John plasmaed at him and tried to blew him up. But then the ceiling fell and they were trapped and not able to kill. "No! I must kill the demons" he shouted The radio said "No, John. You are the demons" And then John was a zombie.

I'm a fanboy of Tamaki and Hunny.... And Haruhi... From Ouran High School Host Club.