DarkInuLord

:: Heavy sigh :: My ex once flashed an entire park, on purpose. And not a quick flash either, she called for attention and then did it. Also, not like a theme park, a community park full of little kids. But then she cheated on my with a random Mexican guy who bought her cigarettes (We were under 18) and she got some STD, I don't remember which... Oh, recent news tells me she's also dating a guy who raped my best friend. Anyways, the way I see it, my current girlfriend is 100x better than any previous girlfriend I've had, but they've all beaten it into me so badly that I need to be cautious and 'walk on egg shells' around them that I'm not really being... 'Me' around my girlfriend.

But the thing is, we had a two hour serious talk about how I was TOO possessive and jealous and all that...

Well yes, I am aware that life is a bitch and then you die. That's my old motto. =/

You might want to change the naughty points gained for games with insanely high scores, like Jewels. I am addicted to the arcade now, I even stopped playing FFXI today just to play some Snake. xD Also, I propose a Snake tournament! :3

Well there shouldn't be anything, in fact she's told me strictly to not buy her things, or give her gifts. That's a definite no. I will truly, TRULY never understand women, ever. She logged onto MSN today and caught me completely off guard. :: Edit, spoiler tags removed :: Spoiler tags on this forum suck. ~.:.~Wouldn't you like, to be older and married. with me?.~.:.~ says: 'Afternoon, how was your day? Winter's Warmth says: good. Winter's Warmth says: *hugs* ~.:.~Wouldn't you like, to be older and married. with me?.~.:.~ says: :: Is hugged. o.o :: ~.:.~Wouldn't you like, to be older and married. with me?.~.:.~ says: Um, everything alright? That was so not like you. ~.:.~Wouldn't you like, to be older and married. with me?.~.:.~ says: :: Hugs back :: Winter's Warmth says: I....Missed you. She seems to be back to her normal happy self... I swear to god, if this was PMS or something I'm going to kick myself. >_> Let's just see how the next few weeks go, shall we? I'll keep you all updated; On the next episode of "Dark's Love Life" And before I even finish my post, this is brought up again... Winter's Warmth says: I think that..experience with Garrett (the artist one who traced me) Winter's Warmth says: showed me that i'm not really shy =/ Winter's Warmth says: damn. Well, it was worth hoping.

Haha, well thanks, I'm so addicted to Snake by the way. ._. I don't know how many times I've played it now.

Apparently my an idiot. Anyways, um, so I couldn't find anywhere else to post this. Grammar error + Busted link? I was trying to challenge someone in the arcade. =/

Thanks for the replies, and I'm glad people are taking it seriously. Well first, it's not like she's been doing this throughout our entire relationship... I mean, I truly thought that she was the girl I wanted to spend my life with. We made each other laugh, we share almost all of our interests besides maybe the fact that I can't stand Kingdom Hearts. We were there for each other, like last summer, when her uncle died I stayed up with her until almost six in the morning when she calmed down and stopped crying. Or just a few weeks ago, when things finally got to me... The stress of the move, fighting with friends, parents, Christmas, all of that, and I broke down... She was there for me too. I don't know what it is, she just seems to have... Changed in the last couple weeks. She wasn't the one that beat the whole walking on egg shells thing into me, that was my ex, THAT girlfriend had blown up on me so many times I lost count, for a simple comment like "Am I going to catch something?" When she coughed on me, she blew up on me assuming for some incredibly odd reason that I meant she had AIDS or something. That's why I'm so cautious, really. Let's see... We knew each other for about three years before we started to date, so it's not like I didn't know what kind of a person she was, she's always been so... I don't know, she was just everything I ever wanted, she was nice, smart, funny, she's a great artist and has a beautiful voice, and loves animals. Hell, she even shares my anime obsession, though her's actually goes a little further than mine (She buys every fan item she can get her hands on.) But in these last couple of weeks, she's just not herself, like something is bothering her. We've also had so many serious discussions about our relationship I can't remember them all. We even had the discussion about me 'smothering' her with love, so I backed off with it, stopped telling her I love her 20 times a day, so on. Ack, I don't know where I'm going with this one... I don't know what it is... Maybe I was just brought up wrong, I mean, I had a pretty fucked up child hood, I'm not saying it's worse than the next person's, but there's just certain things a six year old shouldn't have to see or deal with. I even acknowledge the fact that I'm desperately trying to earn affection from the person I love, but no matter how hard I try it seems to be just out of my reach... I just don't know any more... I'm going to go beat more highscores in the arcade, again...

Well, to the age comment... I'm just going to say she's younger than me, and leave it at that. But that guy was 26 (A lot older than us.) All I know is she wasn't like this before, and now, out of the blue, 10 months into dating these things start t happen. Sigh.... I'm going to go vent by beating all of the high scores in the arcade...

That men have feelings too? (If anyone is offended by this rant, don't take it personally or directed towards an entire gender, this isn't a sexist attack on anyone as a whole, all comments are directed at the people that DO fall into that group. I do apologize if I offend anyone though.) I've been dating the same woman for almost a year now, and I'm incredibly careful with things I say, and how I word them. I try my hardest not to let something come out the wrong way, I know how women are and the smallest comment can make one flip out on you. But at the same time, women don't tend to notice that what they say can have a negative affect on a man as well. We aren't all heartless bastards like some of you think. I love my girlfriend to death, and this isn't to 'bash' her, more like venting some depression because I know if I bring it up to her it will come out wrong. About two nights ago, she met a complete stranger, he invited her into his house and started to try and 'woo' her. (Not her words.) He was supposedly an 'artist' and wanted her to be his next masterpiece, so he had her lay on a big block of wood and he traced her, these are her exact words on what happened. "Well he said that it was hard to trace the beauty of my body with my shirt on, so he took his shirt off so I would be more comfortable with taking mine off." so she let the guy trace her for an hour with her shirt off. I told her the guy was probably a rapist and she's lucky her mother called, and this is what really got to me, she said "It just wasn't creepy at all, and felt like a relationship."... Do women not understand that talking about another man like that is practically devastating? I mean... We've been in a real relationship for almost a year, and if I even made a slight accidental hint at her taking off her shirt, she would freak out and tell me it was too soon, yet for a total stranger she'll do it? Tonight, we had a discussion. She was telling me how she overheard girls talking about their boyfriends, and the thought of love made her sick. I just... Don't understand how that can be, if she's been telling me she loves me for the last year. I was trying to explain to her in as cautious a way as I could that it's normal to feel strange when other people are talking about love, and that it doesn't mean love makes her sick, and even after hours of that, when we were saying goodnight she didn't say "I love you too.". Normally that would have just made me frown, but after that conversation I just got depressed. I mean, if I were to go a whole day without telling her I love her, she would think I was going to break up with her... But she can go a week if she wants, and it's just "I need me time."... I've been cheated on before, by a woman I had been friends with for almost three years before we started going dating. For the few months we dated, the entire time she was breathing down my neck, making sure I wouldn't do something behind HER back and then turns around when I'm not looking and sleeps with another guy, then comes back the next day and kisses me on the lips. When I found out about it and confronted her, do you know what she said? "It's alright if the girl does it."... What, the hell? Have womens in their 40's and 50's that have daughters been spoon feeding them this feminist bullshit for the past 20 something years? I'm sorry if this offends any of you, I know that 75% of the people on this site are women, but what the hell is with this? Ugh... I'm going to go... Draw something, or... Something.

I'm a minority. And I mean male.

My kinks are listed here. http://www.darkside.se/login.php User is 3secondsorless (My Swedish friend set it up like that as a joke.), under kinks.

Finishing my fanfiction for KeiChanz, and starting on a new one... I had planned to get her story out by Christmas, but that didn't happen.

Ah, good ol' family dysfunction... All of the women in my family have turned out to be well... Whores. To put it honestly. This is how it's gone, since I was about 5. Mother cheats on my father. (Divorce) Father gets new wife. Father cheats on new wife. (Divorce) Mother gets new husband. Mother cheats on new husband. (Divorce) Sister gets pregnant. Sister has kid. Sister cheats on husband. (Divorce) Sister gets another husband. Sister gets pregnant. Sister has a kid. Sister cheats on husband. (Divorce) Sister gets another husband. Husband gets his nuts clipped. Sister cheats on husband. They stay together (Current.) Other sister has three kids. Cheats on husband. Still together. Mother gets another husband. Husband happens to be sister's husband's father. (She keeps it in the family, I s'pose.) Father gets a new girlfriend They cheat on eachother several times They stay together. THE END... Well... Pretty much. That's the short version after all.

I wish I was still a virgin, girls like that, no matter how much middle school boys seem to think the opposite. Besides, I'm a hopeless romantic and wouldn't love anything more than to spend my life with the only girl I'm ever with, and her me.

Well according to your profile, you're 37... I would be incredibly surprised if you WERE one. >_>

:: Takes a deep breath. :: Johnny Depp. :: Watches a swarm of women run by him asking which way he went. ::

Oregon, it's 12:19

Oh... Chivalry is dead, remember? :: Rolls his eyes :: Well I'll never find myself in that situation anyways, I'm sure that greedy women nowadays would gladly accept free money, look at all of the girls dating movie stars, what do they want?

:: Chokes on his tea :: So I guess it's not as bad to say now, as it would have been before.... When I was fifteen, a 'friend' I had at the time, forced herself on me, and there wasn't much I could do since I had been drinking that whole day (I had shitty parents) before she came over, and she outweighed me by 20-30 lbs. Sort of a blow to my 'manhood' knowing that I've been raped by a girl. >_> I'm over it though, for the most part. I never thought about going gay or anything, I just put her picture and phone number online... I'm very spiteful.

I've only had my heart 'ripped out' once, here. Hmm, she was a whore though, and I have plenty of proof of that, god I'm glad prophylactics were invented.

Oh wow, I laughed pretty god damned hard at this too. XD Well um, I have a remedy for that... When I'm at other people's houses, I wipe off the seat and piss sitting down. That and I grew up with two sisters, my mother, and all female friends (Men tend to not like me.), so I learned rather quickly to make sure I didn't 'leave anything behind'... Having all female friends has it's benefits... I won't have to go through the whole toilet seat thing with my girlfriend.

I usually add my favorite authors on MSN, or I email them to contact them. Right now I'm working on a story for KeiChanz. She's a good writer. :3

I'm a home cooked meal person myself, rarely do I eat leftovers, so I don't use plastic bags. Though, if I make a salad, it's still good the next day, so I cover it in plastic wrap. (Never foil) I also hate the microwave taste, I even splurged on a tea pot because I HATE the taste of microwaved water.