Why would you think the government right away? As soon as a child is born, you are indeed, at its beck and call. In the ideal world, slaves to each other.
And no, I do not consider abortion honorable. They do not give out prizes for "best abortionist of the year" or "best abortion performed". This is something without accolades. Perhaps what you speak of is not a simple subject like abortion, but a broader one, involving free will vs obedience to a higher morality.
Everything else that was said, belongs to your own heart, and one I would not interfere with, since, and this is for all, you have given this every consideration using the faculties that were given you, and also considering the atmosphere of society, and the availablity of every kind of luxury. It is probably the lesser of two evils when you think of what the people did in the before time. I do not judge you, and I cannot judge them. I cannot even judge myself. But I will insist that labelling it "legal" does not make it right.