searching harry/draco/lucius for looong time... hope someone can help!

[Guest nirvanafan666]

it was about Harry Potter/Draco Malfoy/Lucius Malfoy, first only hp/dm, later the three. harry was very sad and couldn't feel anything anymore, only when draco kissed him he somehow felt. he had sex with draco, and he hurt harry (bit him, left marks etc.). later harry masturbated while cutting himself with a knife, and when draco and he had sex again he asked draco to cut him, which he did. finally draco left his initials cut next to harrys navel. after a bit of time, lucius joined them, he also left his initials next to harrys navel. in the end of the schoolyear, harry went with the malfoys to malfoy manor where he recognized that he could only feel when he was with them and/or hurt. finally he got the dark mark, which was for him something like the biggest hurt he could ever get.

okay, I hope someone has read this story too and knows some more details about it.

I'd be very glad if someone wrote me.

thanks,

nirvanafan666