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  3. "fictional character I just fell in love with"game

    in Forum Games

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    Heh, heh, Stifler's mom.

    I'd watch any episode xD

    though I admit, I would watch those too. Cameron/House seems more canon though

    I was just contemplating the possibility of a thirteen/Cameron storyline (again) and it could SO be canon. Thirteen is bi. Say she and House start screwing around (hey, it's possible) and then Cameron gets jealous and makes a play for House, and thirteen tries to solve the problem by seducing Cameron. Then they could have a hot and sexy threesome going . . .

    Maybe my views on House are just über warped by my fangirlishness.

  10. He Dipped His What Where?!

    in Writers' Corner

    Posted

    Hahahahaha! I guess I'm the only person who washes it thinking "what if somebody licks there today???" I also wash my neck and behind my ears, because I like being kissed on the ears and neck. And all of this would be useful if I could ever manage to get laid instead of ditching the guy/girl first, or having to break things off because they "love" me and want a "relationship" or at least want me for their exclusive use while they go out and fuck the world, which I resent just on principal of the matter. But I digress, wash your belly buttons people.

  11. Man, I'm depressed.

    in Personal Rants & Journals

    Posted

    And don't be dragged down by this idea that she's the only one out there for you! Seeing as how there are over 6 billion people in the world, the odds are kind of in your favor that you will meet someone else that is just as good...if not better - someone who won't cause you this heart-ache.

    It's hard for people to buy that. Love is just like this thing that warps your reality. At least in my experience that's been the case. Icky stuff. I've never been too receptive to the idea. Never really "fallen" in love, actually. More kind of like "stepped" in it. Hopefully now I have the foresight to look where I'm walking.

  13. Man, I'm depressed.

    in Personal Rants & Journals

    Posted

    I... I really don't want 'take a break' and 'try again later' as she put it the first time

    In girl speak that means she wants to see other people. Seeing as this may be the issue, you should confront her about it outright by asking her if she wants to see other people.

  19. God's self image

    in Personal Rants & Journals

    Posted

    God is a mix between a spoiled child (you will only listen to me! I am the only correct thing in the universe!!! *sticks out tongue*) and an abusive, alcoholic father (if you don't do exactly what I tell you, I will kill you!). The main, huge reason why I can't believe in God is not that there is no proof (though that is the second reason) it is that I refuse to believe in anything that tries to control my life. That whole, you have to do exactly what I tell you or you will go to hell doesn't stick with me. I'd rather do what I believe is right, not what God believes and go to hell than just blindly following His rules. My friend and I had this discussion and she mentioned that if she was a child reading the bible, she would think that God acted like a spoiled brat/abusive alcoholic because he just keeps threatening people that don't believe in him. I actually think that not believing in God has made me more creative, because I can still write fiction about God, but I don't follow any rules of a certain religion about what He is supposed to be like. He's also highly idealistic, not everyone wants to be saved. Hell, not everyone's ideas of 'sin' is the same. My mom thinks watching hentai is a sin, so I should pray to Jesus to be absolved. Well, I think that her blatant homophobia is a sin, so there. Then there's the fact that he is a hypocrit. You can't kill, but if you meet someone who doesn't believe in me, go ahead! According to the classical idea of God, he is all knowing, all powerful, and kind. So, if this idea is true, he cannot let evil survive, so either he's a dickhead and likes watching us suffer, he's not all knowing or all powerful, or he has some weird plan for evil and suffering that will make everything better for us. If this is the case, he is also like a parent who, when asked why the sky is blue or where babies come from, says that 'I'll tell you when you're older', but they don't, they just wait for you to figure it out on your own. He also strikes me as either naiive or forgetful or possibly just stupid. In the garden of Eden, satan possessed the snake, or the snake was evil to begin with depending on what bible you read, and God punished the snake. If it was satan, why did the snake get punished? if the snake was evil, getting rid of its legs didn't really do anything, if at all, it just made things easier for the serpent. Then there was the flood business. If God was trying to wipe out ALL the animals, did he just conveniently forget about things like whales and sharks? God is also a slave owner. 'Angels' are basically his slaves, they do all of his bidding for no payment what so ever, and if they step out of line like Lucifel did, there wings get ripped off and they get kicked out of heaven. Sounds like slavery to me. Hell, all satan wanted was to be equal to god, is that so wrong? So, if you take the Bible literally, God has a ton of personality issues. I wonder if he sees a heavenly therapist? But, that would negate the whole 'I am God and better than anyone and anything and no one can tell me differently' thing. I guess the lesson here is, don't take the Bible literally or it will start messing with your brain. For example, my cousin went to church with us one day and we were doing the whole communion, this is the blood, this is the flesh thing.

    Cousin: Dude, CPC

    Me: Eh?

    Cousin: Christianity Promotes Cannibalism

    Jesus might have been God, but while he was on earth, he was still considered human. Therefore, if you take the Bible literally, then communion is just eating and drinking a person. So, don't take it literally. This rant was brought to you by the fact that at two in the morning, I go a little crazy. Nyu.

    Wow, to me, God is none of those things. Wait, just hear me out. For some reason you believe God is what all these other people tell you he is, and why should you believe any of them??? Can they back it up with any tangible proof other than their word and the word of others? The Bible wasn't written by God or Jesus, it was written by a bunch of men talking about their interpretations of God and Jesus. Men who were fallible, most likely prejudiced human beings who lived in a completely different time and therefore subject to the "blinders" of those times. Plus the fact that there are many books that did not make it into our modern day Bible, and how do we know that the right ones got selected?

    The body and blood of Christ thing is just symbolism (he is the Earth, and grain and grapes come from the Earth) and the general theory today is that the Garden of Eden is just a metaphor.

    I guess what it all comes down to is, who do you think God is? If you still don't want to believe in God, then more power to you. I am one of the few that believe that we can all coincide no matter what our beliefs, and I don't believe people get sent to hell just for believing certain things. All I'm saying is that just because you don't want to define your beliefs to the beliefs of other people doesn't mean you need to believe in nothing.

  20. Man, I'm depressed.

    in Personal Rants & Journals

    Posted

    Double posting to vent a little...

    Well I haven't heard from her at all in four days. But I remembered that her deviantart page is in my bookmarks and she sometimes messages me on there if she can't get online. Offline for: 2 days.

    I haven't heard from her in 4. She was on 2 days ago but never said hi? Never even replied to my email? I mean, I'd understand if she just didn't message me on deviant art, and she used a computer without MSN on it, and couldn't get to a phone, and was stranded in a desert for four days, but my email was a reply to the one SHE sent me saying her internet was down. It's not like it's hard to type "Msn.com" and check your email... Sigh, I think she's avoiding me, I'm expecting her to do something where she doesn't have to face me personally, like email me or text message me from her new boyfriend's cellphone saying she's breaking up with me. =_= That's how it worked last time. "Oh hi, I don't think we're working ou-- No babe it's no one, shhh. I don't think we're working out, bye." I'm expecting something like that again.

    Please don't be offended by what I'm going to say right now, I'm going into mother mode.

    Yeah, I'm sorry. As a girl who knows girls speaking, the outlook for your relationship does not look good. Everything you have said about this person makes it seem like she feels less for you than you do for her. I don't think it's you, honestly. I think it all comes down to the fact that she is in high school. When you were her age, would you have been able to deal with someone four years your senior wanting to marry you? Without seeing what other options were out there? You need to be fair to her too.

    If you really love this girl and it was meant to work out, then perhaps you will meet four or five years in the future and things will click, but she is so young right now. You might not see it because you're very young too, but you've also had the opportunity to date other people. I used to be an inexperienced girl in a relationship with someone six years my senior, and trust me, no matter how much you love the other person the curiosity is always there. I'm not saying an age gap/experience gap relationships never work out, I've seen such relationships work out, but the problems caused by the gap will be nearly unbearable due to things like curiosity/cheating and the difference in levels of maturity.

    I wish you luck,

    - Shinju

  21. Topics Being Discussed

    in Aimless Babble

    Posted

    I know, I wish there would be more posts in the Death Note section and I find myself disappointed in the lack of posts in the anime section all together. I feel that the reason for this is that not everyone visiting the main AFF site wants to leave the site to check out the forums. I think this could perhaps be fixed by somehow linking these sections directly to the main board. Perhaps you could drop that in the suggestion section? Me 2 lazy.

  23. Goodbye

    in Aimless Babble

    Posted

    I think being mercilessly tormented by two way older brothers for the first 12 years of my life has given me some insight on how to keep a cool head.

    My rule for forums is if I get to worked up about something someone has posted I just refuse to let myself reply and send them my angry energy by typing. Now I haven't ever had to apply that to AFF, but I have had to for other forums. It just isn't worth it to get all worked up, type an angry reply and then have someone give that bad energy back to you by typing up their own angry reply and so on and so forth where both posters create a whirlwind of bad energy that seems to suck everyone down with it. My answer to every thing is "We'll that's you're opinion, let's just agree to disagree." And if they still want to push it after that, I just ignore them, because an argument with someone who cannot compromise is just a one sided argument.

    As for cutting, I've been there. I've been suicidal, even making a few half assed attempts at it through the years. I realize now that me living is just a big finger in the face to everything that thinks it can keep this bitch down, and so I will never kill myself, because I just love giving people the finger.

    If leaving this board is what you need to do to keep your sanity, then go for it. If online arguments make you feel like you want to die, then you need to work on feeling good about you and saying fuck everyone else. Once you've done that, please come back. I feel everyone here is kind of like a strange sort of family, so I hope you'll return.

    Peace out and good luck,

    - Shinju

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