Avaloyuru

Greetings!  I’m a bit of a diversified mess actually!  I’m a retired U.S. Army Veteran, living in a very rural part of northeastern Ohio.   I’m enjoying this new ‘phase’ in my life, the solitude affords me the luxury of allowing myself to become fully engrossed in my first love...writing!

I have always loved reading and from childhood have been drawn to fantasy worlds, finding far more interest in those that presented a form of the arcane.  I was introduced to Tolkiens’ writings in 1973 as an assignment in my high school literature class.  While my friends were reading Harlequin Romance novels, I became completely obsessed with his magical world of Middle-Earth, where enigmatic characters fought battles between good and evil.

Peter Jackson, with his production of the Hobbit and the Lord of the Rings trilogies, has reawakened that obsession.  As an adult, however, my writing has turned more toward what some have referred to as the ‘darker side’ of human nature, and I admit it’s not for everyone.

I draw a distinct line in terms of certain topics in my own writings, preferring to delve into primarily male homosexuality, torment, anguish, BDSM, M/s, oral, rape, violence, and areas along those lines.

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While I’m rather new to this online world of Fan-Fiction and have made a few friends in the short period of time I’ve been here, my original group knows me well (very evil grin).  Although we are now pretty much spread all over the country, some of us have managed to reconnect and reminisce about those long-ago days when first met around a Dungeons & Dragons table.  I remember fondly those who shared my personal deviances and deepest desires, all of which may or may not be reflected in my writings.

Writing Fan-Fiction is my form of both self-torture and self-gratification.  Many years ago I came to terms with my alter ego who now shares one body with me.  A little ‘other-worldly’?  Perhaps, but I accept the fact that had I been given the choice before birth I would have been a man, yet I have come to enjoy the pleasures of being a woman. I was able to fully manifest ‘him’ when I first laid eyes on Thranduil.  If I could have been born in another time and place, and Middle-Earth was real, I would have done anything to be ‘with’ him in whatever capacity he so desired.