spiralbreeze

As a writer who left the site for sometime like 5 years, and came back, I haven't deleted anything, including the stuff which remains unfinished. When I have the time I will go into each story and properly edit everything, and who knows, maybe one day I'll finish the stories that are incomplete. I have noticed that my older stories from 2004 and 2005 are all a hot mess in regards to their formats. And I know as a reader, I can not stand a huge wall of text, it hurts physically. I also know that I get really disappointed when something gets deleted, because I remember reading it, but then suddenly it's gone, even if it wasn't finished. I'm for editing. Someone somewhere might still want to read it.

Sorry, I know it took a while, two weeks. I had a very difficult time writing this chapter. But now it is done! Chapter Eight is posted. http://anime.adult-fanfiction.org/story.php?no=600052428&chapter=9 Please read and thank you for any reviews.

I listen to music, and sometimes scenes just come to me, then I have to figure out how to put them on paper. Some times I've come up with something out of the blue. Like I wrote a song for my future children when I was 15 in the shower. I was washing my hair and starting singing and I had to get out and write it down. Now I sing that song to my son at night. Kinda weird. I wonder if I am capable of automatic writing, cause sometimes I just have no clue as to where it comes from and I don't remember writing it either.

It definitely shall!

I'll be your friend. I've been feeling lonely as of late as well. I had a baby before everyone else did and basically they all got jealous... I also live in an area where no one speaks English, so conversations are... lacking. The other problem was that the friends I had wanted to be internet only friends (I fucking hate facebook, all of a sudden anti social people are suddenly social but only if it's online) and I am a person who likes to gasp! have fresh air and sunshine.

Chapter Seven is posted, thank you for reviews and the like: http://anime.adult-fanfiction.org/story.php?no=600052428&chapter=8

Please read! One reviewer said it would scare Stephen King, and that really made my day!

For the majority of my stories, I wrote them on looseleaf paper during class back in high school. I lost all of the manuscripts, as I so lovingly called them. The past couple of stories I've done however, I decided to type directly on my iMac. Then one day, I pulled out my Moleskine and a pencil and I began to write part of a chapter while my students took their nap. Later on, when I typed it up, I realized that my paragraphs were longer with more depth to them. I carry my Moleskine journal everywhere with me, and when the mood strikes, I'm able to write down whatever tickles my fancy. My penmanship has gotten horrible over the years, but I try and make it a point to hand write something every day. I feel it's important. I also used to write actual letters (with stamps!) to my son's father. He never opened them (his father was an engineer and there was literally a computer or laptop in every room). Everyday in high school I used to write a kind of a start the day letter to my then boyfriend. He read them religiously (he did not own a computer). I wish I had someone to write letters to now. I was thinking of getting a campaign started, write a letter save the US post office or something. Perhaps the hippies would get mad for wasting paper. It's funny because I have actually forgone getting an iPad, because an actual book is just so much more tangible. The smell of the paper, the feel of it, the act of physically turning a page, pulling a worn title off the shelf and opening it. There is just something so magical about it. I know that's probably how Hermione Granger would describe books. What's really scary is the fact that I own several bottles of ink and quill pens, as well as calligraphy pens, and my daily pen that I keep in my bag is a Pentel fountain pen from France. It's petit et tres joli! Anyway, I think from now on, I'm going to continue to write my stories in my journal. It is perhaps more meditative, and it probably saves my eyes.

I have been debating whether or not to write this poem. I was inspired by "The Song of Lunch" a poem by Christopher Reid. (I hope I got the disclaimer correct.) Anyway here it is: Author: Spiral Breeze (that's me!) Title: The Caterpie's Dirge Summary: He, fed up with how she treated his new friend, decided to take matters into his own hands. Feedback: Please, I would love critical reviews. Also, if you are absolutely disgusted, let me know! Fandom: Pokémon Pairing: Ash/Misty as He/She Warnings: Abuse, BP, Contro, MCD, Minor1, Oral, RapeFic, Solo, Violence URL: http://anime.adult-fanfiction.org/story.php?no=600052598 Thank you for reading, and reviewing and rating!

I did it. Here you go. I'm slightly ashamed, but proud nonetheless. http://anime.adult-fanfiction.org/story.php?no=600052598

So, I've been looking at this post for a while now. And debating. Pondering, should I or shouldn't? Just to show you how very pretentious I am, I want to make it a poem. Yes, poetry and rape. Here is how I got my very sick idea. A number of weeks ago, or perhaps months, I don't remember, I happened to tune into PBS (I told you I was pretentious), and low and behold, there was Alan Rickman, his voice permeating the speakers. He was reading or acting I probably should say, the poem, The Song of Lunch. It was magnificent. And when I read this post, and decided, I needed to write this fic, as a poem in the style of the poem that Rickman was acting in. Complicated? Perhaps. I'll let you know when I'm done, might be later tonight, don't know. All I know is, I want it to be fantastic!