[Vocabulary Turn-offs]

My main vocabulary turn off has to be ANY slang for condom. I'm sorry, but its not a johnny, or a rubber, or raincoat or anything like that its a condom!

[Week 16: 1-23-11]

Pen Name: Kerantli Dreamer

Story Link: http://original.adult-fanfiction.org/story.php?no=600103274

Type of fic: Drabble

Rating: Adult

Fandom: Original

Pairing: OC

Warnings: M/M NoSex

["Overage"?]

With "overage" couples it doesn't bother me all that much. I have read stories with older people having sex with the younger characters, and some have been brilliantly written and like all fiction, some have been rather disbelieving and written badly.

The thought that they do have sex and can be kinky devils when they want to be is a slight bit too much information for me in RL, but that's probably cause I have seen my parents having sex, and found my mums vibrator before. Other than that its a natural part of life and they should enjoy it and the fact they still find each other (or others depending on marital status and certain kinks) sexy and do want to express it in a physical way.

Though, the biggest age gap I've had is 3 years, and my most recent is younger than me, I don't really care.

[I feel like an idiot..]

He pushed her away, but he wasn't originally gonna tell me til I managed to ease it out of him, cause he's one of those that bottles things up til he breaks, which also apparently showed earlier today with him when he broke down over something totally different. but thankfully every things been sorted now

[I feel like an idiot..]

I have told him the reasons why I don't want him to go, but in the end I said its up to him if he goes or not, as essentially it is his choice, not mine. He's asked me if I'm 100% sure, which I am in a way, but still feel a bit well, iffy about it all.

[I feel like an idiot..]

As the topic says, I feel like an utter idiot. or a bitch, but thats not important

Bit of background information for you. J is my best friend in the whole world (we actually are classed as girlfriend/boyfriend), and knows me inside out, and same with me about him.

Well, to put it bluntly, he's been asked to go camping with some other friends of his, and I'm really not wanting him to go due to his ex being there, and while I trust him, I don't trust her, but at the same time I want him to go cause its not often he gets invited to go anywhere with them. There is a reason why he has asked me if he can go, but I'm not going into that right now. It is just my own stupid insecurities that are getting to me and I hate that they are. He should be able to go, but I really hate his ex being there, as she tried to seduce him not too long ago. And well, I want to tell him not to go, but at the same time I don't want to say that. and its just confusing me and him and just yeah. J is hurt that I am feeling this way, and I'm hurt cause of my own thoughts. He won't have any technology on him either, so thats another bit that I'm not liking, but its not a big reason.

I guess.. what I'm trying to ask is.. What would you do if it was your other half?

(please, be as brutally honest as you want to be, I'm not looking for sympathy, I'm looking for honest answers.)

[Writing or typing?]

I saw. I read. It was interesting.

Well, it would seem that the topic almost always turns to kinky stuff eventually on this site.

Interesting is one way of putting it thats for sure. kinda helps that everyone I write about is in the same universe as well, as its easier to keep track of that way, so for example Cub from Cubs Adventures will be making a guest appearance in A Love Like This and characters from ALLT will be in CA. At least, thats what I've planned out in my head and on my laptop/in my notebook.

As for kinks, I'm sorta glad that there are the codes on here otherwise I'd have a lot of people reading and thinking "what the hell is she on?" though, after so many years of reading the archive, I know there are "worse" or darker kinks than my own (for example, someone has challenged me to write a rape/necrophilia oneshot that is squicking me out, but i accepted the challenge and I'm seeing it through.)

[Writing or typing?]

I recently gave my archive profile link to a friend. She read my original stories, and said she was scarred for life.

I don't think I have any friends (other than some people on here) who could really be accepting of my...smuttier writings.

I'm starting to notice a certain trend for fetishes within my writing. XD

My fetishes are plain to see on my profile and in my writing, though, one is hardly ever found on places like these, and if it is, then your lucky to even see a glimpse of it in the story/one shot. but I think we've totally gone of topic now..

[Writing or typing?]

I love the sound of my phone's keypad, too. It drives everyone around me insane, but I've always found the sound calming.

Sounds like you're lucky so far. I hope that I am as well. But with the crowd I run with, it wouldn't surprise me if they just kept their mouths shut.

I have been lucky only one of my friends have asked to see my writing (he is also on the archive but not on the forum) but he knows everything about me, so it is natural to send him snippets or full chapters of my stuff, as he likes the kinks I write about himself. and if people have looked over my shoulder at what I'm writing, they haven't said anything and considering I write about kinks I'm into, I'm surprised they haven't said anything about it..

[Writing or typing?]

I have written something while waiting for a bus (on a sunday, with loads of older people around) on my blackberry and emailed it to myself, but i prefer to write things out in notebooks mostly. recently have written more things on my blackberry as I like the feel and the sound of the keypad, and i find it easier to type on than my laptop while sat at my desk.

So far I've not had any nosey parkers looking over my shoulder at what I'm writing, but theres still time for that to happen..

[New? Introduce Yourself!]

Hello there;

I am Kerantli, I'm 22 and I'm from the UK. I have been a long time lurker on the archive (since I was 18 so a good 4 years now) and thought it was time to take the plunge and post my own original writing (my author name is KerantliDreamer). I usually lurk around the HP part of the archive but also enjoy a dip in the Glee and Gossip Girl fandom,and sometimes the tenchi muyo fandom.

My archive profile says what I write, and they must be good if people are voting them.. Uhm, can't think of what else to say now other than I hope to float around here and post.