Looking For An Angel Fic Or Buffy The Vampire Slayer Fic

[Guest abby_normal]

I'm pretty sure it was posted here...the pairing was Angel/Wesley (as mentioned above). What happened was Angel and Wes wanted to have sex but were worried because of the curse. They basically included some bondage in their so Angel would have something to feel guilty about and it wouldn't be pure happiness..I have been looking and looking for this fic..if anyone can give me some info I'd be grateful!!

[DemonGoddess]

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