Writing about minors

[canterro]

Development, getting mature, gaining knowledge... all this is based on opening some doors and discovering unknown. But we need to keep in mind that there are some doors we definitely shouldn't open, for our own and others' good

We should be aware of the fact that the world has some influence of us, whether we like it or not. Sometimes we even don't have a clue that some ideas are growing inside our minds because of things we've seen or experienced. The only way to stop it is not to let them in

Do you know this feeling of waking inner demons? I know it. And I know that not all demons are safe enough to deal with them

It's a dangerous thing to bring to life things we don't know if we could control.

Not everything is worth trying.

Well, you had three minutes of my philosophy, I guess

[Guest Rosemarius]

Well since everyone's telling things about their experience, I thought I could as well add mine, though I've already told it in other threads.

There are three things that I hate the most about people:

1)They think all persons under 18 years old are total idiots who doesn't know anything about sex, homicide and all that's usually considered adult stuff

2)When they talk about a rapist/pedo/serial killer and define him a monster. Taking away his humanity isn't going to make you a better person.

3)When they, talking about kids, use the word "innocence".

Well, let me tell you something

1) I was 6 when I started masturbating. Sure I did not know what the hell I was doing, all I knew was that it felt good and allowed me to release tension.

Unfortunately, instead of explaining to me why I shouldn't do it in public or why I was too young for that (which would have been bullshit anyway, because masturbating and having sex are different matters, and kids do that, not so rarely as you might think) they decided to spank me anytime they caught me doing it, alone or in public.

Wanna know what happened?

That didn't make me stop at all. Instead, my fantasies became darker, I started thinking about pain and torture and sick shit while jacking off, and now I have great difficulties reaching orgasm if I don't feel pain, or humiliation, or imagine someone else hurt or humiliated. This had been going on since I was old enough to understand WHAT exactly I was doing. Then puberty hit me (aproximatively at 15), I understood what that "white sticky stuff" was, and started hating my parents. For lying to me. For making me become a sicker person.

About homicide and other stuff...well lately there has been great shock in my country, because of the increasing rate of cold-blooded underage killers. And people can't fucking understand why.

Well, that's because people usually forget about the time when they were children.

For a child, killing someone isn't always evil. Especially lately that all cartoons containing sexual allusions and violence are being censored. They simply don't know what it is, therefore they can't feel guilty.

2)Humans kill. Monsters doesn't exist, that's what people tell kids when they are all scared about them. But don't they think they might fucking confuse them by defining "BAD PEOPLE" monsters?

Grow up, seriously. Learn to accept that psychos are as human as you are, and that you are no better than them just because you are able to suppress your urges. They have simply a weaker willpower.

3)Innocence my ass. Differently from many adults, I remember when I was a kid, and lived between them. And we weren't innocent. We were able to hurt others without feeling remorse, bully the weaker ones without thinking they might have feelings, and even kill (or at least think about doing it) the people that annoyed us.

I've been dreaming of torture, slow deaths, and such since I can remember. And I got off with it, even without the sexual element.

And believe me, I'm not the only one. I've met (in real life and online) many persons who, after I confessed it to me, they confessed me that they had those thoughts too.

So since I didn't read pornography when I was 9, and what I got off too were often DISNEY CHARACHTERS or real people being eaten slowly by a giant maneater plant (I had a thing for carnivore plants) or by scenes in movies when the girl was threatened with a knife against her neck, tell me, how could I fucking be affected by adults? Because it wasn't all my parents fault.

Kids have imagination. And they have dark thoughts as well as pretty thoughts.

This doesn't give us the right to hurt them or rape them but we should fucking stop treating them like they were fucking porcelaine vases. We should tell them how the world goes, we should tell them to avoid strangers not because they might be monsters, but insane people who might hurt them (you don't have to explain them about rape, just tell them they might very probably get hurt), we should tell them what death, murder and bully is and why it is bad to kill and to hurt others.

But the truth is, most of the parents lately don't have time to care about their kids, or at least that is their excuse. So they leave them in front of the TV, using it as a babysitter, then complain with those who makes programmes because their kids aren't fucking protected by bad things on movies and cartoons 24/h, then they get shocked when kids learn about sex by classmates and friends, and when there are 13-years-old murderers and when they have kids before turning 16.

Well, you should have seen it coming

If you aren't able to raise a child, because you don't have time, because you have an hard work or simply because you know you aren't able to, then don't fucking marry and raise one!!!We don't need you to fuck them up since childhood just because you want to play "mommy and daddy", and then you get shocked when you realize being parents doesn't just mean cuddle little cuties, but also clean vomit, shit, and answer to their questions, and help him when he/she gets bullied! KIDS AREN'T LIVING TOYS! THEY HAVE FEELINGS, THEY ARE HUMAN, AND THEY ARE NOT LITTLE INNOCENT AND FLUFFY THINGS TO HOLD AND TO PLAY WITH WHEN YOU AREN'T TOO BUSY!!!IF YOU'RE GOING TO RUIN THEIR LIVES BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT ABLE TO MANAGE BEING A PARENT, THEN DON'T FUCKING HAVE KIDS!!!

[greenwizard]

I think Rosemarius and I were seperated at birth... Though for all I know we really could be related, but that's a rant for another topic.

I actually have been masturbating since I can remember. I had no idea what I was doing at the time. I didn't associate jerking off with sex until I was 12 or 13. And the only reason that happened was I heard classmates talking about stuff.

I was treated like there was something wrong with me. My mom smacked my hand and yelled at me when she caught me. My step dad flat out beat me. And I have a very sick and twisted mind. Quite honestly, the only thing that separates me from rapists is self control. I know it's wrong so I don't do it.

I don't like pain, but I get off on thinking about raping and torturing someone. Then there was a long car ride and I really had to pee but my step dad told me to quit being such a baby and hold it. I hid on the floor under a blanket and jerked off to relieve the stress. Do I even need to explain what that caused....?

Humans are animals, but most of y'all don't seem to want to admit it. Kids are quite capable of experiencing sexual pleasure, they just don't understand it. I did a bunch of research on it one day and was very relieved to find out that I am in fact not a freak.

Parents also need to realise that sexual habbits don't just pop up out of nowhere at puberty. It's something that develops over time and we don't even realize it. If you catch your kid masturbating and act like they murdered someone you just might have a kid that turns out like me. Or... they'll feel such incredible guilt that they'll be sexually repressed the rest of their lives; either or...

[shinigamiinochi]

I've been masturbating since I was a kid as well. As others have said, I didn't know what I was doing, all I knew was that it made me feel good, so I did it. My mom would make me watch 'harmless' cartoons that had no violence in them, but when I saw a character get trapped or tied up, I'd get really excited and fantasize about it. At the time, I couldn't understand why that excited me. I also had a lot of violent instincts as a child and so did my cousins. I mean, they threw their youngest brother into a barbed wire fence and laughed about it. Despite the bullshit a lot of people will try to use to defend their actions, they knew that he could have died and that he was in a ton of pain, which was why they were laughing. People who commit crimes aren't inhuman, in fact, one could argue that their humanity is why they committed those crimes. I used to be a psych major and my main focus was criminology and let me tell you, just because a rapist's psychology and sexual drive is different than what is considered 'normal' doesn't make them monsters. I'm not saying that rape is a good thing, it's violent and abusive and socially destructive, but calling a rapist a monster puts them into a black and white area. This tells me that society does not want to fix the problem, they want to put it away where they can't see it anymore. "That person did something bad, that means that they are not human anymore. If they are not human, I don't have to fix them and killing them is fine, cause they're monsters." This view is very irresponsible. This is probably off topic, but I recently had a fight with a classmate about the death sentence. She said that it's wrong because killing people just for being 'bad' isn't right. All murder is wrong. What struck me was that I knew this girl was for the Iraq War. I asked her why it should be wrong for our civil justice systems to kill someone 'bad', when our military is doing the same thing overseas. I'm just saying, if you make general statements like that, it has to apply for everything. If killing bad people is wrong, it can't be right to do it just because our military says it is. Either it is or it isn't. Saying that all people who like violence are evil, but that playing violent video games is not is hypocritical. If you like violence, that's fine, there's a little thing called self control, but don't say that other people liking violence but not indulging in it is evil, because reality just doesn't work that way. There's a huge difference between my love of shooting zombies in the head in Resident Evil and my going to my old high school and shooting at people. There is a difference between thought and action. If you are paralyzed and thinking about moving your arm, that doesn't mean that you're actually doing it. I could think about shutting my computer down without typing out this post, but I'm not going to. That is control, thought vs action. I like violence. When I watch hentai where a girl gets raped, I get off on it, but when I watch the news and here that some girl was raped, it sickens me. Why? I can get off of hentai because it isn't real, it's fantasy. If I had the opportunity to rape someone in real life, I wouldn't because there is a huge difference between my desires and my actions. People are animals. We have base desires, all of us, especially children. So, why aren't there more child criminals, you ask? Punishment. A dog might think of biting someone, but it will remember that it's actions have consequences and children are the same way. Our base desires are never really beaten out of us, just repressed. My love of bondage didn't just start when I turned fifteen, it's been there my whole life and it's not going to leave. I also used to squash ants as a kid. I don't think that you could have called me innocent and I would have been pissed to hear anyone call me that.

[canterro]

Bad people are those who really do what good people only dare to think of B)

[greenwizard]

Wickedness is a myth invented by good people to account for the curious attraction of others.

That's one of my favorite quotes and I thought it fit nicely here.

[canterro]

Wickedness is a myth invented by good people to account for the curious attraction of others.

That's one of my favorite quotes and I thought it fit nicely here.

Yeah, it fits.

However... does it make it true? B)

[shinigamiinochi]

"Anything done out of love is beyond good and evil."

[canterro]

"Anything done out of love is beyond good and evil."

form over substance B)

[Guest Zyx]

Yeah, I seriously don't feel like reading all this again, but for those who are interested:

couple hundred years back it used to be normal for 12 year old girls to get pregnant. Yeah, it sounds weird NOW but it was normal back then and though it seems a normal development because of overpopulation and stuff (having children later in life=having less children) I still think it's gone too far. Because kids get traumatised (NOT BY SEX) by the taboo. Same thing with rape: Yeah, I suppose you could see it as bad (not gonna get into that right now) but it's the taboo that traumatises people.

[Guest Monsterking]

the only thing i see on this site as true "taboo" is child porn

peace out brothers and sisters of adult-fanfiction.org and may the furs be with you "WOOOOOO!!"

[DarkInuLord]

I figured I should ask for an opinion on this before actually writing it up.

I was thinking of taking my new found fondness for Inuyasha/Shiori pairing and writing a few more. After I finish the one I'm doing of course, I was thinking about writing one with the young version of Shiori, nothing hard, some fluff and things.

Would that be out of the question? Think people would stop reading my stories? D:

[manta2g]

I wouldn't think so, they'd be daft if they did.

As for expiriences, My parents and grand parents never really cencored anything, i saw heavy metal when I was eight, and despite all the violence, gore, sex, nudity and bad language the only thing that came of it was a love for animation and understanding that it was all like the stuff on saturday morning cartoons. for thing I wanted to see but the theater wouldn't let mom take me in she userally gave me the book to read wich tended to be even more graphic, side effect from that? nothing except a love of books. Censorship is bunk, parents should be honest with thier kids and not talk down, The only thing that ever bugged me about my parents was there was no pint in doing the rellious teen things because everytime I tryed my mom would insist on helping me .

But that's just my two cents.

[Guest Jaxxy]

I figured I should ask for an opinion on this before actually writing it up.

I was thinking of taking my new found fondness for Inuyasha/Shiori pairing and writing a few more. After I finish the one I'm doing of course, I was thinking about writing one with the young version of Shiori, nothing hard, some fluff and things.

Would that be out of the question? Think people would stop reading my stories? D:

Please write to your heart's content. If the Muse has come, visit with Her. Personally, I find it difficult to get Her to pencil me in, and am endlessly euphoric when She does. I deeply wish you (and you, and you) to follow your bliss, and love your love, safe from being judged or stifled, while you are here. If AFF isn't the place for that... which is?

Our following does nothing but grow; we are at a very high all-time high. The InuYasha Archive is at least in the top five, popularity-wise. The people who come here do so because they know this is the place to find stuff they won't find much of anywhere else. I don't necessarily mean "smut", but the outside-the-box thinking and vulnerability of soul that is often characteristic of adult fan fiction writers. By my way of thinking, in any grown human animal, this does sometimes, naturally, happen to entail sexuality. Voices like yours are what they seek -- what you seek -- I can't see how you wouldn't be well-received.

So, even if you weren't asking me -- sometimes I feel like I have become somehow disqualified from being a vocal part of the community -- I'll take this moment to express myself, and ask you to express yourself. It causes me pain that anyone would be apprehensive about being open while they're here. It is a life's purpose of mine to alleviate the fear that any expression of the human heart could be shameful or bad, so long as it harms none.

As a Member -- which I am, still -- I love diversity, and I'm fascinated with witnessing the inner workings of people's hearts and minds. As whatever else it is that people think I have become, I am saddened by the notion that anyone who came here would feel pressured to censor themselves. (I actually haven't changed at all between the time I was a visitor of, and the time I was the owner of, the site... these feelings have only, understandably, become more personal.)

Another thought: AFF is criticized for the effects of its refusal to censor; it is notorious as a haven for "badfic" because of it. If our loving, attentive artists were to censor themselves, the whole practice -- non-censorship, vehemently guarded Freedom of Expression -- would be moot.

I do not wish to hijack this topic, so let me bring this post full-circle.

I have just tonight sat down and read this thread, beginning to end. I feel like I know many of you much more than I did when I woke up this morning. I just wanted to thank you for letting me, and the world, see you.

Now... get out there and continue be seen.

[DarkInuLord]

Right so... Once I work out the end of my current story I'll get right on my new one. With 100% more loli Shiori.

Also your post was very uh.. Well written, it was actually fun to read. >>

[Guest Jaxxy]

Right so... Once I work out the end of my current story I'll get right on my new one. With 100% more loli Shiori.

Also your post was very uh.. Well written, it was actually fun to read. >>

-examines the "uh" and the ">>", then shrugs and decides to take the compliment-

Imagine if I was actually trying to be fun, instead of being a slightly off-kilter, verbose sap!

I wonder about me sometimes. Good thing I'm always around to ask myself.

Good! Write on. Or else, you know, , or something.