Looking for an old M/M Original & Angsty story

[Guest Dullahan'sKNIGHTMare]

I am looking for an old story that I read once on here but for the life of me cannot remember who the author was or the story's name.

I do know that it was a story about two males both married had a daughter via one of the male's deceased ex. One of the males is wheelchair bound and is a good celloist (or string musician) and has an extensive family. The other male is a businessmam and I think his name was Gabriel (or some othe theological angel) since his husband was known to be suicidal and in his suicide note he said "Goodbye my angel." from the Raven.

The story itself I think dealt with Gabriel's cold distance from his husband which some how triggered some depressing thoughts that somehow made his husband attempt his 12th (I think) suicide renderinh him in the hosiptal. Also his husband during his hospitalisation communicates with his deceased wife about his past and current life.

If anyone can knows the name of the author, story or has the link if they are not on here anymore I'll be much obliged.