Xx....-Dark Vamp Writer-....Xx

Thanks Beth!

Well I better start looking for one now lol I wouldnt mind having somebody else co-write with me, it's just that sometimes it's hard to find that person with the same sound mind and creativity. But I am guessing it's not too hard if you the two writer's can think on the same level and get the story done and not let it wait too long.

Two heads are better than one lol That is if the other head has an interest in writing and knows alot about the paranormal. I ask my friend for suggestions but they are really short and not too detailed. She's not a very good speaker but she has helped me vent. She is always calling me up saying "hey when you updating? I wanna chapter XX and whatever else you have new." Keeps me inspired a little. So has the old reviews. I am slowly getting through it too. I am still going back through my mind what I had done that day. The first thing I remember it was night time. That's the typical time I write my stories.

I don't know who has gone through this before. I made several attempts to get over writer's block it worked but what about an author losing their touch, their passion for writing. I was going back through some of my stories and I read the reviews I like reading those when I feel down about writing they keep me uplifted. Writing is my thing I have done this since I was a child, I would always make up these fairy tales add pics and color things from my imagination. I loved language arts/english and speech class. That's because of my writing everyone loved it but it's fading. I got over writer's block but what about the mind that creates worlds, places, characters, emotions of unhappy and happy feelings from the words on the page. My fire has totally died, I go back through my mind wondering what was I doing that day I wrote a great story, or what was I thinking or listening to at the time? I got to read my stories and I say to myself "Did I actually write this, I can't believe it I am saying this to myself!" My time, music, atmosphere, concentration, and level of stress depend on what goes on a page. I am not sure anymore. Kinda weird I know maybe I need to be in a better mood not sure. Sometimes I want to delete my work and quit. Or maybe I need to be morbid again, feeling morbid is great if you want a good dark story. Yes it's ironic who wants to feel morbid as a good feeling to accomplish something. Not too sure sorry this is long just needed to vent to rant on if anyone wants to listen or in this case read it. Have a bunch of good stuff just hasn't made it to a word document or just sits in the taskbar 24/7 without being saved. *sigh* This fire needs to be rekindled.

I'm still a virgin... hard to believe yeah I know right?

Topic Title: The Rouge Vampire Topic Description: Original Vampire Fiction New story with a new concept something different Title: The Rouge Vampire Author: Xx....-Dark Vamp Writer-....Xx Summary: No one knows where it came from but its purpose is to punish those who wronged the innocent and those who have sinned repeatedly Anal, Angst, Bi, Death, DP, H/C, HJ, Humil, M/F, M/M, N/C, Oral, Rim, Toys, Violence, Non-Con, WIP Rating: Adult++ Feedback: Yes of course URL: http://original.adult-fanfiction.org/story.php?no=600095945 Thanks, Xx....-Dark Vamp Writer-....Xx

Yeah I know the feeling of writing and getting hits and 1 review and none at all. Hey I am a grateful person because I notice I get high ratings many hits and no new reviews. The only reviews I have been getting are from my friends who I personally tell "hey I have a new story." They read it and review it but it's like well I kinda knew you were going to do that. I like unexpected reviews I really don't like to tell my friends to go read them, kinda feels forceful. At least I know somebody rated my story I guess that plays a huge part in it too. I think I am going through a drought of writing, it's very dry and I am doing a re-write which I think just totally fucked up my story. But it's all good I'll keep writing.

Well I am hoping the author hurries and updates this is a really good story. I thought it was very sexy and I am sure alot of people love it already. One of the main characters Dominick is really hot. ( I dont think I spelled that right...) Just from looking at the reviews it's growing. You guys should go read this one Here is the link to it http://original.adult-fanfiction.org/story.php?no=600095659

You are the best! I don't know I am slowly getting over this disease in time. Writing just about anything is the cure. It works so I don't beg to differ.

Thanks! well so far I added another chapter. I don't think I want to delete or move anything else. It does get more complicated. Think I need a break before my brain explodes.

So far I deleted a whole chunk of a story then edited for some odd reason. I guess when you read it it's like being there. That's the whole idea for it. Then I can't decide if it's erotic enough to put in the erotica section but I don't think so yet. I added a chapter to it but I feel like deleting all together because of my moments of writer's block. This was an idea that just suddenly came up, I wanted to test a 1st POV I always thought those were awesome to read.

So I have written this story where the POV is in 1st person, I never written a story like this so I gave it a shot. Here is my problem when I started writing the story I couldn't decide which POV to set the story so I did 1st POV. Then I couldn't decide whether to tell the story present or past. So I did present tense like for example "I Run, she talks, we see, they watch" ect.. So I was wondering would the story still make sense? Would it make sense to read it 1st POV present tense? I wanted to make the reader feel like this is actually happening now when they read the story. Just curious to know if that really make any sense.

Well looks like I fell for this bS and I am glad it hit me a few hours later. Basically I got a call from an inmate in jail stating that he needed to speak to Jessica. I am like Jessica doesn't exist here. So an officer gets on the phone and he explains to me that in order to remove my number off the call list that I need to dial *72 then this number and ask to speak some chick on the phone. Well come to find out all my calls are being forwarded to some lady with a cellphone that's not answering and she is hanging up in my face. I bet my mom called and a whole bunch of people just to try to get a hold of me. I left a really bad message on her cellphone I was talking to her like she wasnt human. Basically if you forwarded your calls to a number they can make all kinds of crazy long distance calls and international calls that can ring up a $5,000 phone bill. So please be careful you guys! Basically do not fall for this scam. If a collect call comes through do not answer it for a jail member. And the bad part about is that my cousin is in jail I was hoping to get a call from him for this Christmas because I miss him dearly so I am thinking it's him calling me but then it hit me he doesn't have this number. On a good note I am getting over my writer's block yeah!

Yay I am not the only one! Weee.... Well I have OCD when it comes to certain things or at least I could say that I am a perfectionist I want everything to be perfect I am obsessed with it and that's a big down fall. Trying to be perfect can make you go crazy or possible insane.

Thanks you guys.... so far I have been sitting here for a few hours and I have a good story but it's going to take a little history research to get it done. I don't mind it's all good. I took a walk and did my chores to keep my mind open to new ideas. So far I am going to write another story rather than finish the re-write that I had in progress. Let's just hope it goes well. As far as my readers they can wait lol

Well isn't that scary because I do have ringing in my ears after a great orgasm.... Think I am in trouble lol... oh boy >_>

Let's see I have alot of genres I like.... lately I have been listening to Metal/Rock Killswitch Engage Breaking Benjamin Slipknot KORN Linkin Park Mushroomhead And of course I love Japanese music, been listening to it since 1998 Keiko Globe Kotoko Ayumi Hamasaki Koda Kumi M.O.V.E Nami Tamaki T.M. Revolution And then there is Trance, Hard-Core Techno, Rave, Pyscodelik Trance, Cyber Pop TOo many Djs and artist to name here most likely I will be listening to Dj Sammy or System F

I don't know what's wrong with me lately. I can't write anymore my writing has seriously bombed within this past year. I can't get the first sentence out on a page it takes me an hour to come up with the first sentence. That's not like me I am always creative and I can sit here and think. I get up take a walk, go watch tv, or play my ps2. That doesn't work anymore by the time I am done doing something else to get my thoughts together I get distracted doing something else then I forget to write. I don't think it's fair to me and the regulars I get who read my stories. Not only that but I feel like some of the ideas I come up with are so cliche sometimes. I feel like somebody in the section has already come up with such ideas and that if I write it I am going to be labeled copy cat or some bs of that sort. Yeah I get use to being bugged by readers asking when am I going to update but I feel so bad. Currently I am doing a re-write of a story so it's more tough. Have I lost it? Have all my ideas died? Is my mind not focused? I don't get it.

Yeah winter sucks I got over my winter depression with vitamins and DDR and a new job lol

Same thing happened to me but not as bad I had alot of sympathy emails and people backed away for awhile because I didn't update for 2 years. But now I re-wrote the story and I am getting harassed lol I get the same ol "when are you gonna update?" bleh that shit takes time ya know it's not easy being a writer.

Sorry about that Title: No Such Things As Vampires Author: Dark Vamp Writer Rating: Nc-17 Summary: Vampires are capable of living and masquerading amongst the mortals in order to survive for themselves. Nina however doesn't believe so until she discovers that her teacher is an immortal being taking each student one by one. M/F, Oral, H/C, Violence Feedback: Yes Fandom: URL: http://original.adult-fanfiction.org/story.php?no=544184277

friggin awesome is what it is

Dont forget about me I have been in hiding... I get this really bad feeling like aff.net itself is dying or it isnt as popular as it use to be? I could be wrong... I dont know there was alot of chaos with this place

For two years I have finally re-written my story. It took that long because of crap and work lol. Anywho I have posted chapter one and it's way different from what I posted before. It goes in depth with the character(s) that way it won't leave people asking why. I changed some plot settings and character personality and added other stuff. I hope everyone likes it

thanks for the info I was just making sure so I wouldnt get in trouble