Keltiel
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I don’t usually like talking about myself and my issues, but I had to tell somebody. I just recently found out that I might have cancer. The doctors found a mass in/on my spleen about 6 months ago during an ultrasound relating to my recent surgery. Thinking that it may have been just a simple cyst, they ordered a second ultrasound for 6 months later (now). They’ve found that the lesion has gotten larger during that time.
I still have a lot more tests to go through before they’re certain: MRI/CT, biopsy, etc… but the waiting and the not knowing has made me a complete wreck. I have no motivation to write, and honestly, every day that I don’t know what’s going on is just making me feel worse. Nobody in my life knows except for my live-in fiance, and he’s not doing very well with the news either.
I’m sorry, I know I’m kind of rambling at this point… I’m just having trouble handling the situation.- Show previous comments 3 more
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Thanks for the well-wishes guys. When I get tests back I’ll be sure to update, but it will, unfortunately, be a few weeks at least. I'm just trying my best to keep calm for now.
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Oh man that’s gotta be scary and frustrating as all hell. I hope you have some means of escapism you love to keep your mind occupied. I dunno if this kinda thing would help you, since your stress is of such a different nature than mine, and I can’ t begin to understand what you’ re going through, but for me, those little breathing gifs help distract me and clear my mind when things get overwhelming.
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