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  1. I'm sorry if you feel that I come here to complain a lot. Sometimes writing in my journal isn't quite enough, I sometimes want people that I don't know to tell me it'll be ok. It's because I know, it isn't that big of a deal, but I tend to over think and stress out over things that could potentially grow into bigger things. I also don't want to waste people time with my little issues. All while still wanting to rant out my small issues.

    Anyway. I'm currently going to school, gettin' my book learning. If any of you are currently or have previously done post secondary you know that one week where everything is due? That week where you have 3 essays due, 2 midterms and a bagillion pages to read all for Monday. Well I just had mine a few weeks ago. And I thought I managed to get through it fairly well! I managed to do pretty well on all of my midterms, while quickly writting up a not that fantastic paper, and speed reading through the course load. I was giving myself a big pat on the back, like "good for you, you managed your time well and finished all of your homeworks on time! have a few cookies!"

    Turns out that I was wrong.

    I just got my essay back, and I completely forgot to cite quite a few of my sources. I mean like 4 -6 sources missing. Fuck me. Universties do not like it when you plagiarize and there is a whole commity that makes sure the rules are followed. I

    'm not the best writer, but I can at least stand my ground in academic writing. I've never forgotten to cite my courses before and now I'm really beating myself up over it.

    Now I'm sitting around wondering if my proffessor is going to bring me up on plagerism charges. If she does, it will likely be very minor charges. Its the first time I've done it, and the facts that I was stating were never anything big. The assignment was only worth 10% of my grade, so if I have to get it reduced to a zero it wont be so bad. It just sucks that I might have to go through the plagarism council for leaving out some sources during the busiest week of school and I could have easily avoided it if I had just been a better editor!

    TL;DR: I might have fucked myself over by not properly editing my paper. Editing is important!

  2. You guys rock. I write this during a coffee fueled anxiety moment and really needed to put my words somewhere.

    I have already started to look into getting my teeth cleaned and some fillings done by students at the local university. Though the root canal is still going to cost me a large amount of money.

    Luckily, I'm still coverable under my parents insurance for at least another year or two! So I'm going to get all of my major dental work done in these next two years ( root canal and braces) and hope that after university I can get a nice job with a decent health plan.

    Thanks again for all the nice replies.

  3. Ok. So I'm attending university hoping to better myself and all of that jazz. Trying to get out of the poverty that I was born into and such. Because I came from such a poor family of immigrants, I obviously didn't know anything about taking care of my teeth or had any money to get my teeth cleaned regularyly. So my mouth is just one shitty mess. I need several cleanings, fillings, possibly a root canal and braces!

    How the fuck am I supposed to pay for all of this shit?

    The university pays $720 dollars for dental work per year. Which I have already burned through. Yeah. I still need at least 2 fillings, and a root canal/ extraction and fack implant.

    Where am I going to get the money to pay for this?! AHHH! I need to have the root canal, if I don't it will just get worse and worse and eventually I will get sick and die from it or it will make the rest of my teeth rot and fall out. And I need to eventually get the rest of my cavities filled, or they could all get infected and need root canals.

    I'm also scared shitless that the infected tooth that needs a root canal will be too infected to be saved and they will have to pull it out. Then I'll have a big gap in my mouth, not like I was ugly enough before. No, now I need a gap in my yellow crooked bad smelling mouth! Because fuck me.

    Summary: I'm scared of the cost of my potential dental work. My life is kind of sad, and my mouth is disgusting. having small panic attack over possible tooth extraction/ root canal. I just want to have nice teeth, why does it have to cost so much? :(

  4. Their are not enough Veela Dramoinaise stories going around.

    Neccessary:

    • use the characters Draco Malfoy, Blaise Zabini, and Hermione in a triad/love triangle
    • at least one of the above must be a veela
    • a display of dominance by the veela
    • not fluffy. At minimum I would like a fairly realistic story.
    • Hermione Granger being Hermione. No suddenly becoming a stupid vapid doe eyed bimbo.

    Optional

    • include the line "Holy camel-toe Batman!"
    • sexy times ;)
  5. Botticelli Angel - I have never read the Jungle Book. Never even watched the disney movie because I cannot stand talking animals. I abolutely adore The Picture of Dorian Gray. While it is not my favorite book it is definately a ranker.

  6. WHAT?! People have been responding to this thread while I was away?!

    Tribilista - So far you just sound like a Russian form of myself. Yay. Lets be internet buddies. As for the Skype thing. How about we just send each other letters first and if we want to later we can exchange Skype names? Deal?

    Jem - The Scarlet Pimpernel... I have never heard of it, but after looking it up on Wiki I have to say that it sounds really interesting.

    Shinju - I'm glad that you also liked Wuthering Heights and Jane Eyre. I have never read either of your faverite books.It is funny when one of your faverite authors is also the author of your least favorite book.

    Well people that have replied to this thread. Lets be friends. :)

  7. Oh dear dead god I absolutely hate writing those boring scenes! Those scenes that are neccessary to the plot and development but are dry as the desert to write. I have great difficulty writing those unless I have already written the exciting part of the story and even then the going back to rework the boring part drags and is uncoopertive.

  8. I am looking for a person to beta my writing of a Hermione/Molly femslash pairing.

    Things that I am looking for in my beta:

    • ability to edit grammer mistakes, run on sentances, etc.
    • I would like to be able to bounce ideas off of you (not completely neccessary.

    Warnings:

    • I intend this fic to get pretty dark and serious
    • there is a lot of sex
    • there is going to be a lot of weird sex. I don't know what yet but I do know what its going to be. including but not limited to: smut, rape, torture, pedo, anal, preg and watersports.

  9. I believe that polygamy should be allowed but only with the consent of every person involved. Not the kind where a person has several different wives/husdands that know nothing about each other. Anthropolgically speaking polygamy has its uses and advantages. Both polygny and polyandry seem logically viable.

    I think that polyandry, a women marrying numerous husbands would be the way to go. :) I am under the thinking that humans are not a monogomous people.

  10. i'm glad that someone else wants to die laughing. All my friends over here want to die sad silly old people in bed deaths! The one about the world ending while on the verge of orgasm sounds nice... I would prefer the world dying as I finish but whatever.

    and to Tigro: I like the way you think. In a sort of mind fucked up laughing sort of way (or at least thats how I'm reading it!) We are in agreement Why die? Just be more awesome and get over it. As for your sexual fantasies: I would be one of those sick wackos watching. Did you know that Catherine the great, using a systems of pullies and levers, fucked a horse? I cannot for the life of me remember where I learned that, but when I did I laughed. My personal favorite is the one where you get fucked by two horses and a guy. But since your avatar thing says you are male I'm wondering how your going to accomplish this? I mean you only have two holes to take it in...unless my understanding of male anatomy is wrong...

  11. Holy crap people actually responded to my post? No way?! and here I was think that I would have to live a sad and lonely life on the internet. I propose a topic: what is your faverite book? Humm? My faverorite is Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte. I read it as a child in the 4th grade. It made absolutely no sense to me. I reread it two years later and it has been my favorite book ever since.

  12. As of late, I have come to the conclusion that I need a friend that I don't live with so that I can moan and groan about then. The friends I live with now are my closest friends and still I feel that they don't need to know what I think about them all the time.

    I need someone who wants to converse with me and wont be scared to call me out when I'm being a little bit stupid or bitchy. I want someone to talk to. We can have delightful conversations about the imaginary weather of the internet, while having fake tea with a lizard Queen E. We can talk philosophy! We can argue about why Twilight it a bad book. We can talk about good books. We can read Dr. Suess! Oh the places we can go. We have brains in our head and shoes on our feet!

    I sound like some really sad lonely person who has a bagillion cats don't I? Rest assured though, I do not own any cats. Cats make me feel like they are trying to wiggle down my throat and leave their fury coating my throat.

    (Has resigned herself to live a sad internet buddyless life)

  13. I'm with that other person. For the most part I spend most of my life not giving two shits about sex. With the exception of that one week before my period, then I'm super horny and want to be nailed to the wall. However, if we over look that one exception I really don't have too much of a sex drive.

    On a side note when you wrote about being a nymph I thought you were refering to Vladimir Nobikovs 'Lolita', A story about a pedophile who likes nymphs or little girls.

  14. The main reason that I am writing this here is because I don't want my friends to be able to find it and read it. If they should happen to I suppose that we will both agree to never mention that we met on AFF.

    For those of you who have for some strange incomprehensible reason wondered her for the sheer amusement I do not promise you anything. I am simply writing to make myself pass the time without throwing things out the window.

    I am turning 21 this coming saturday. I will be legal every. Isn't that great for me? I have lived my life extremely concerned with conserving everything. A quick 5-10 minute shower. take 20 minutes if you feel particularly like shit that day, but get the fuck out of their after and be quick about it and make sure the rest of your showers that month reflect your guilt for taking such a long shower. A bath? Just forget about it. Don't even think about it. In my adult life I have taken 2 baths. Once was a drunken lesbian bath with another girl who now greatly regrets having taken it. Even though we were wearing clothes and nothing sexual happened. At least not that night... and the other time I had seriously thrown out my back at work and had a small bath to soak in. It fills me with a strange rage every time someone takes a bath just because they want to. As of right now my roommate is doing this exact thing.

    And I just want to break down that door and drop a live wire into the bathtub.

    I know. I know. This is unreasonable and I should just suck it up and go to sleep or something.

    A bath tub holds roughly 40 liters of water. A shower uses roughly 10or less liters. ARGH.

  15. Raven Jedi,

    I appreciate your feed back. I really do. It fills me with warm fuzzy feelings when people review the words that I have written into neat little paragraphs that form the semblance of a story. As for the thing about pussy sex. Just cam down. Just. Calm. Down. I swear that at some point in the future or this story there is going to be some pussy sex. I will even put in a note so I remember to do so.

    As for getting myself a Beta. Finding a beta is really hard. I mean Really. So just calm your self. I am trying to better my writing skills and find an beta.

    As for the fact that your going to most likely stop reading the story if I involve a little shit. I am slightly depressed about the idea bothering you... but mostly I think that you should suck it up. It will only be for one tiny second in time and we can both forget about it. However the way that I have decided to do this Hermione/Molly thing may make you a little sick at some points, but I want it to be disturbing and gross.

  16. Its New Years Eve. and I'm sitting at my desk writing on a forum because I have no where else I really want to be.

    If the world does end in 2012, I don't want to be dressed like a slob and neither do I want country music to be playing as I die. Theres is acutally a phobia of dying while country music is playing and being unable to switch the song. *Shudders* Country.

    Personally I don't want to spend my last day on earth with my family. People i know have told me that they would for sure want to spend it in the loving embrace of their friends and family. I do understand the appeal. I dig it but I would much rather not. I really would so much rather be alone in the middle of nowhere sitting listening to my most epic playlist with a bottle of vodka and guess as to how the world is going to end.

    Friends and random readers: How do you want to die? I've asked this question to many a person in my day and I have had nearly the same answers. It may be because I lived in the middle of nowhere hicktown. Most answered with "I want to die of old age in a warm bed, surrounded by family and friends who all love me. I know, I understand. Good for them.

    Personally I want to die laughing. As i die I want the person standing to me side to tell me a joke or let me sniff a little bit of laughing gas before I'm dead. Or I want the situation in which I die to be humorous.

    Off topic but for gods sakes am I hormonal. If I didn't need my hormones to regulate something I would just rip out the entire damned endocrine system and be done with all this lusting and wanting. For a week every month I am as horny as hell followed by a week of bleeding out of my uterus and being cranky. Who wouldn't be cranky if they had to bleed for a week?

  17. Yes I completely understand the urge to apologize after having published something. Recently I decided to post a story that I had written on the fly about Hermione and Molly banging it out. When I woke up and remembered what I had done, I immediately went to delete the story.

    There are some times when you should really wait until you have a sober second thought before posting.

  18. to LoversInspired - First and foremost: Please ease up on the caps locks! AHAHAHA! I can understand that you dislike Hermione/Molly it is a strange paring and the way that I do it is a little on the disgusting side. Thanks for the review though I do appreciate.

    I will not write you a store about hermione being molested by Snape, as he is too busy molesting Harry. I might just write you a story where Dumbldore does Hermione just to spite you. As for a Tom Riddle/Hermione one is being planned....

  19. To WesleyY7 - thank you for being my first reviewer and being so extremely nice about it. I agree with what you said about the story being to rushed with far to little background. I'm working on it. Now that my hormones have calmed down for the time being I should have more brain power to concentrate on the not sex related parts of the story.

    Kendric - Thank you. I was really going for the full blown sex feel for those chapters. Glad I managed to portray that properly. As to whether there will be some Ginny action. I say no. I never really liked Ginny as a character and as such do not feel the need to think up ways to involve her in my story. She will no get mention except as one of Molly's desires. But no sex with Ginny.

    Raven Jedi - Same as above. No Ginny. I dislike the idea of Ginny as a character. As for why there is so much ass sex: Its because I'm that kind of person. I really like me some ass sex. Just an ass girl. I hadn't actually noticed that Hermione and Molly never had pussy sex until you mentioned it. I know that the story is really rushed. As i told Wesley I just wrote these on a hormonal high and will eventually be able to write more of the scenes that don't involve strictly sex. Thank you so much for leaving a review.

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