dutsada

Hi guys, I am looking for a story that was long gone actually but I'm wondering if anyone could tell me if it was pulled out for publication or a payable e-novel kinda thing. If I am not mistaken, the title is "Numb". My memory is a but vague with the story, anyway here goes. Its something about the future (i think) when the earth was kind off destroyed, and there is a church? Organization? of some sort who brought up these boys under heavy constrictions. The uke was becoming crazy with his thoughts and stuff cause he felt trapped and forced to do things he didn't think it was right. Then he met the Seme who seemed to have some kind of conspiracy going on help the uke once when he was punished for breaking rule; I think he was whipped and a cross was nailed to his back or something. Then the seme kinda felt that the Uke wanted to be free of that Church? organization? so he was trying to convince the uke or gain the uke's trust with him?.... Yeah like that hahahha..... sorry, that all i could come up with.. Its like a post war or future thing where the earth was not like before anymore... Thanks guys~

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! LOVE YOU!! *HUGS*

Hi guys~ Any kind soul, help me please. There is a story that goes along like a pizza delivery guy whose friend got a tummy ache (i think) and couldn't make it to work so he filled in. He made a delivery to some writer's house and then he got mistaken for his friend (who is working as a part time 'call-boy' who actually slept with the writer) and because the friend had forgotten to tell the writer that he couldn't make it that night, the writer thought this delivery boy was a 'replacement' and kinda 'took' the boy unwillingly. The uke even got a concussion because his head got knocked against the wall when pushed. Both characters are tall. Of course the uke is a bit shorter but he was the lanky type. The seme was totally smitten with him too calling him a sweet kitten or something like that. The latest chapt I read, was when Seme struck a deal with Uke to be his lover? Kinda. Yeah that is about it. Hope my explanation was good enough. Thanks in advance.