Arkenstone

I would appreciate some help finding this fic. I've poured through all 170 pages, but must have missed it somewhere. Basically, the fic is about a shy guy going to a club, saving another guy from a big burly guy who's pestering him for favors, and then they head back and have fun. It goes on for about 7 chapters, and one of the guys is still in love with his old boyfriend, who died saving him in a car crash. I think the name of the old boyfriend was Matt? There was another follow up fic where the 2 just play with ice cubes, and in general it's quite hawt story :3 All help appreciated!