Chibi Gaara

um...something tells me i dont want to cross you on a bad day

no real planning goes into my stories at first, just write what came to mind then just let it simmer a bit. gets one idea down so more can come without them all getting intertwined and produce a total meltdown. always getting new ideas to add to stories and that is where the real planning comes in. where, where, and how to get the new piece to slide right into place.

yeah, its like your brain and hands/fingers are on two different wavelengths.

yay, i finally forced myself to write and got about a page written. unfortuately, about half of it was just double spacing and about 1 sentence dialoge but still i managed to write something. ok, just had to get that off my chest. i have a story that i was working on, rewrote it about 3 times already and the problem im having with it is i find it hard to reread it in order to determine what to keep and what to get rid of . a tip i find with inspiration is to go into an all out emo state. it really gives you some good ideas for the angsty plots. WARNING: going into an emo state of mind may result in not caring about anything and might result in uncontrolled behavior.

like anything else it takes time for homosexual couples to be treated fairly. lets see, California just let gay couple get married about a month or so ago. there will always be someone who disapproves of these kinds of choices but life is full of snags, its just how hard are you willing to fight for what you believe in. makes me wonder how my family would take finding out that im at least bi...whole family is mostly christian or catholic or at least most that i spend time with and i dont think that we know of an openly gay reletive i know it would kinda freak my sister out because she gets a little freaked at the scene in big daddy where the two guys kiss.

1) i kinda like reading MPREG stories just to see how the author plans to "deliver" the baby. 2) posting characters who will be sleeping together in summary is nice because some people only like certain couples and it just makes it easier to find.

i just want to say that i agree that more homosexual couples need to be able to adopt. why does it matter if someone has two dads or two moms or a mom and a dad, just as long as they love the child enough to give them everything that they need to have a good life.

sadly, i have agreed with myself that i have acquired ADD or something along those lines with my stories. i come up with great ideas for my stories but every time i take the time to sit down and start writing my mind wanders to something else and my story just sits there. this is also my problem with re-reading what i have previously written is i get bored so my mind isnt 100% fixed on the story so it just sits there. my mind gets too many thoughts and everything gets jumbled so i cant think straight. this topic has reminded me that i really should try to start writing again. force myself to find a cold semi-dark corner with nothing to distract me and not come out until i have completed something worthwhile.

i dont mind recieving negative reviews because it does sorta help me improve upon my writing skills...but at the same time, i only want to get positive reviews and get disappointed when i get like 2000 hits on a story and no reviews. sadly, that is just how i am.

i love my cute little plot bunnies, they keep me sane the only thing i wish is that when they start trying to repopulate that i actually have the urge to write. too many ideas, i think they are starting to make me forget other things. umm...what was this post about