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thank you everybody who have read this story so far. i have finally updated cut 2 to 4 recently on AFF. I so totally forgotten my username and password; only recently found a way to recall them back. >_>

reviewing your own story is like staring in the mirror and telling yourself you are the damn sexiest person alive. i don't think i can i ever do that. hahah. *faceslap*

i used to be very bothered about the many hits and no/few reviews matter. but when i think about how many hits the story is receiving, it still mean something to me. try not to think so much and you won't feel too bad. at least now I am happy just writing for myself and not solely for the fans anymore. it is actually quite fun to read my own stories after some time. be your own number 1 fan! =)

Naruto section...I am afraid I am one of the contributors. I used to have bad titles like 'The Things Fans Wrote', 'For Him' , 'You Make Me Wanna La La' in the past. The latest dubious titles would be 'Return Home' and '怪物 BodyBag'. Heh.

you guys are funny. but seriously there are so many words which you guys don't like, and now I am not sure what to use for my sex scenes. i meant most of the sexual terms i learnt are from reading other people's stories and they are practically all the words mentioned so far. I think maybe next time I should just write 'They had sex'. LOL.

i would say it depends. some writers are people who dedicated some parts if not whole of their lives to writing. fanfictions may be just another form of their enjoyment. however, there are some who are not really writers. they are probably people who really love a certain series or characters, and want to see a certain scenario take place, therefore they write fanfictions. do i make sense? it is hard to think with the lack of sleep

I have always enjoy writing as a hobby from time to time, and I really get excited about posting my stories online for people to read. I would have many questions regarding my stories. Do people enjoy it or hate it? Am I being too long-winded in my descriptions? Should I cut back on my descriptions and increase the number of conversations? What am I doing wrong? Why are there so many hits count yet no replies? Should I continue writing a story that probably nobody reads? I don't understand the psychology of readers. Sometimes I thought I had wrote a masterpiece, I was very happy with it. Even so long later when I reread that story, I am awed that the story was wrote by me. However that oneshot which I spent hours to write out was no where comparable to those I wrote in jest. Maybe it is because of my style of writing? I begin as the type of writer who loves to describe the scenery, the emotions and the people. I believe it would help the readers to imagine better. Whenever I write with inspiration, the scenes constantly unfolds in my head like a book or plays like a reel of movie; I wish my readers could see what was in my head then. Then I started posting stories online and it got really depressing. It is frustrating when I see other peeps' stories which consist mostly of just conversations and vague descriptions getting many replies while mine was left almost dead. I speculate on the possible reasons. Could it be I was too lengthy on my descriptions? So I cut back on them. Could it be I use too many big words? Maybe readers are here to enjoy the stories, not think in depth? So I start using very simple words. Could it be I am not cut out for humor? Could it be, could it be? Over time, my writing style has changed countless times while trying to fit with my speculations of what readers want. Occasionally, I despised my writings. I wonder if I am suitable to write at all? Should I save everybody and myself the trouble and just stop writing altogether? Sigh. Thanks for listening to the rant of a depressed writer.

i don't see how the person would know those who reviewed before him/her are being sarcastic. if it was me, i would say this person is probably jealous and trying to make you feel awful. ^^;;

I posted the prologue and chapter 1 so far. First time going for the horror psychotic theme, normally I write romantic angst, so please show me your guidance. Title: 怪物Body Bag Author: gauze304 Summary: Account of a psychotic killer and his victim. They say monsters come out at night. They also say curiosity kills the cat. They were right. Rating: Adult Pairings: GaaNaru Feedback: Please give any form of reply if you appreciate my writings. Otherwise I get paranoid easily. URL: http://naruto.adult-fanfiction.org/story.php?no=600094907 Thanks, gauze304