DarkInuLord

Oh god, I haven't read any recently.... I don't think I could name them. But I'll name a couple authors you could check out? First, Atropa is probably my favorite authoress of fanfiction. She writes mainly Inu/Sango oneshots, but I was addicted to that pairing about the same time the worst pairing ever (Sessh/Kagome) started to boom. >> KayChanz: I think that's how it's spelled, she wrote some pretty great stories that I read recently. Ummm... Those are the only two I can name off the top of my head. There's a story still going you've probably read, "Insatiable" it's pretty good, but about half way through it I stopped reading (Back when "Half way through" was the newest chapter ) I'm more a oneshots kinda guy, but occasionally there's some good stories with a lot of good and long chapters. Though, I do tend to wait until they're finished before I read, haha, I just hate having to wait for a new chapter!

Her grammar makes me want to shove a plot bunny down her throat until she stops breathing. >> It's really... Bad...

Yeah, I tried that, the only places hiring are farm help and nurses. =/ Physical therapy/other doctor-ish stuff. I also googled it and checked the first 3 whole goddamn pages of job listings and got just a couple places I could even apply for.

=| Some woman offered to pay for a passport, flight, and hotel, and pay me, for sex.... God, she also stalked me for months after I said no, and I finally got rid of her a while ago, scary stuff.

Fucking damnit, I've been checking every job site I know of, as well as the newspaper, EVERY DAY for four months, trying to find a job. There's NEVER any jobs within a 30 minute drive of here, and the ones I find I get denied when I apply. I swear to God I'd settle for working at McDonalds, or worse if there is such a thing, but no, not even McDonalds is hiring. It's summer, I need a job until August, I can't find anything at all. The closest thing to part time jobs I find require traveling, or farm stuff that I don't know how to do, like irrigating an entire farm, how the hell do you do that? Some of these farms are X square miles.... I'm so desperate for money right now, if there was a market for male escorts in town I might even stoop that low, but there's not, so I won't.... Just... Goddamn I can't find a single place that is hiring, and when I do they won't hire me, what the hell am I supposed to do?

Hahaha. I see what you did there. Last girl sure acted 14. >>; Oh, god... I haven't laughed this hard in a while. I was talking to friend B when she asked me about my girlfriend, and brought up that talking to friend A that I have a crush on was cheering me up, didn't mention I had a crush though.. Anywho, names censored because I don't like using names on forums. Friend B says: Whatever, fuck her Friend B says: She's stupid Friend B says: She never loved you Me says: =/ Yes, yes. Me says: I resigned to that fact. Me says: Don't need to remind me. Me says: I'm conquering my depression by talking to Friend A lots at night. 8D Me says: She cheers me up. Me says: :3 Friend B says: Dont go out with her though Friend B says: shes Friend C's

Haha, well she's only about a year and a half younger than me. >> Guess it's fine. Yeah! A job! I need to find one of those.

Congratulations! But uh, this isn't just across country, this is Australia -> West coast USA. There's not only a 12 hour time difference, but that'd cost quite a bit to fly there. :| Man, she's also only a couple months older than the last girl.... Why do I feel like such a pedo...?

Now now, that's a bit drastic. I think I'll just camwhore and watch movies with the girl in Australia, even if I can't tell her that I'm crushing on her, really don't want to try a long distance relationship, especially not after this last thing.

>.> Man I feel weird doing this. Like, seriously I think I should be mourning more. I watched The Eye (2002 original) with the other girl last night. Or at least, we watched it at the same time. Good movie by the way I totally recommend it.

Uh... I'unno, when my girlfriend dumped me she was like "I'd go out with you but I'm in Australia." and that cheered me up pretty fast. But yeah she IS in Australia, it'd never work. Haha. I don't think it's hurting anyone... I just figured after losing the only girl I ever loved I should be... Mourning a bit more.

._. Well yeah, my girlfriend somewhat dumped me a couple days ago, and I'm already flirting with my friends. >> The thing is I've had a crush on this one since I met her, lol, and I just feel like an ass for doing it. Does this make me a complete douchebag? =/

Blargh, and now I'm waiting to see if she gets on today to either tell me A) "Fuck those other people, let's do this." or "I'm dumping you because mom told me to.". =/ And I know you said not to blame other people, but mom HAS been saying we wouldn't work, at least for a while, she asked me about it once and I'm sure I just kept telling her it would, I don't really remember...

Actually mommy loves me, she told me to call her "Mom" the first time I ever met her, and she calls me son. I guess... She just didn't think we would work. Her daughter isn't exactly the happiest person ever, she's really negative, even 'emo', and I'm uh... I'm a mushy romantic type, also I'm kinda clingy, lol. Not like, obsessive clingy, but when my girlfriend's with me I focus on just her and ignore other people. :| Hm, I guess I can't say "My girlfriend" anymore... I'm not quite sure she's breaking up with me, I told her to think about it, and that she was letting other people get inside her head. So.... I'll know for sure whenever she decides to talk to me again, if everything will be alright or if she's dumping my ass. =/

Thanks guys, really, you've helped a lot but... I really can't let her go, I know I really do love her, not just puppy love or a crush, or like I feel obligated to be in love with her. I'm currently in the process of stopping her from breaking up with me, over MSN, she said her mother has been telling her to break up with me recently, and that we would never work, and putting a bunch of bullshit ideas into her head. We've made it a year, sure there's problems but no relationship is perfect, but other people telling her these things, and fuck her best friend said I threatened her life. (Not my girlfriend's, but her friend's life.) and that's complete fucking bullshit. She's been asked out already by a friend, she turned him down, that's a good thing, it means that what she said wasn't true. I want to salvage this, I want her to just forget the thoughts that these other people are putting into her head, it's hard, I'm never good with words in a serious situation, I don't know what to say but I'm trying, she says that she wants to make it work as well, but then she brings up another person who says it won't, she's letting other people's opinions cloud her judgment, but she's still young and can't see that for herself, and... That's not something that you can easily tell a person, without them freaking out. I... I really don't want 'take a break' and 'try again later' as she put it the first time, I want to make it work THIS time, I know I can't find anyone better, she's almost perfect besides her immaturity, but that's something she'll grow out of in time.

I feel pathetic... I've just sort of laid here, doing absolutely nothing constructive, since I found out she really just doesn't want to talk to me, it's been a goddamn week and I didn't even know where she was, then I get a comment and she seems cheerier than normal, for not talking to me. I just....... I've literally only gotten up to get bare minimum required to live, or use the bathroom/shower.... I mean even with a computer right in front of my face, I turned things on and just..... Stared.... I just sat there looking at the screen, doing nothing........ I mean I was never like this with my exes, I don't know what's wrong with me...... :: Edit ::... I go to check my messages on Deviantart, she's ONLINE right at this moment, but won't say hi, or even reply to me. :: Grinds teeth ::

She never even fucking got on to say hi. Never even replied to my emails. Instead I get a comment on one of the pictures I posted on Deviantart. And oh, sure, yeah, she's doing homework and she's too busy to talk to me. That's why she had the time to draw and post a new picture. Okay I was worried before, but now I see everything's fine and she just doesn't want to talk to me, I'm actually angry. She couldn't find five minutes out of the last six fucking days to tell me she's okay and she wouldn't be on? Her internet wasn't down, she just didn't want to talk to me. Even after it initially WAS down, she got on Deviantart but still never fucking let me know she was alive. I... Just ugh, what the fuck....

Well us writers and such could start putting links into our stories, linking to our respective fandom. The anime section does seem a little empty, I'd like to see more people frequent the Inuyasha section, but it's only just a couple of us, and even when we DO post, the thread gets bumped off the front page by Naruto or some such, and no one bothers to check for new posts. Hell, even I've skipped it over thinking no one replied to my thread, only to check a week later and see there was several posts in it.

Because a good 25% of the population of 'writers' on the site are either just bad, or underage. Another 50% probably have never clicked the forum button in their AFF lives. Also because I really don't like discussing writing, as much as doing the actual writing. =/

Yeah, I never got a hello on her birthday, I emailed her like twice. And she didn't even have her friend say hi, which she probably would have if her internet was really down.

Past girlfriend, I was 15, she cheated on me with an 18 year old mexican guy because he bought her cigarettes. Shit sucks. =/ I really hope this girlfriend's internet really is down, probably didn't pay the bill or something, but I haven't seen her since the second day she was 'helping with a play', and she emailed me once, from the 'play'. After talking about how cute one of the guys was. So I'm really worried about it.

Double posting to vent a little... Well I haven't heard from her at all in four days. But I remembered that her deviantart page is in my bookmarks and she sometimes messages me on there if she can't get online. Offline for: 2 days. I haven't heard from her in 4. She was on 2 days ago but never said hi? Never even replied to my email? I mean, I'd understand if she just didn't message me on deviant art, and she used a computer without MSN on it, and couldn't get to a phone, and was stranded in a desert for four days, but my email was a reply to the one SHE sent me saying her internet was down. It's not like it's hard to type "Msn.com" and check your email... Sigh, I think she's avoiding me, I'm expecting her to do something where she doesn't have to face me personally, like email me or text message me from her new boyfriend's cellphone saying she's breaking up with me. =_= That's how it worked last time. "Oh hi, I don't think we're working ou-- No babe it's no one, shhh. I don't think we're working out, bye." I'm expecting something like that again.

The one thing that really keeps me believing she still loves me, and just doesn't think before she talks. She said that if I ever broke up with her she "Won't be able to find another guy like you." and well, yeah, that keeps me going. It's just those small things she says every once in a while.

... Shitting dick nipples? /d/ always finds a new way to make me chuckle.

Well this came to me when I reread one of my own stories. I noticed that I generally focused more on the female's thoughts and actions, rather than the male's. This wasn't really intentional, I think that I did it on accident because I realize, well, more women read fanfiction than men.... So, do you find yourself focusing on one gender in your stories? Or do you try to keep their "screen time" about equal?