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Laevi

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  1. Merry XXX=mas y'all and a happy New Year!

    1. DemonGoddess

      DemonGoddess

      same to you and yours!

    2. Raymy

      Raymy

      Happy Xmas. and a Merry New Year!

  2. Great news, everyone! The tests came out great. I have no cancer and the "restless cells" have been found and removed. After six months I need another checkup, but for now I'm clean, as it's called. Theo's cast has been removed and he can walk again (limply, but still). My bloodpressure is under control (with meds) and I await the results of other bloodtests, but not to worry, I believe. Sex life is back as well XD I'm already writing a new short story. It's mainly brewing in my head though, I like to daydream before I write down the scenes. I still dream very detailed and I sleepwalk a lot Anything else? Nah. I'm happy I'm alive.
  3. My muses are freaking out. After a long writers block I have two stories fighting for attention. Grrr. About my health; I have been in the hospital for a whole day of test. At the day of the intake, the doctors discovered I have high blood pressure. As these are extremely stressful times for me, no one was surprised. I went to my own doctor anyway. During a test of 24 hours, the pressure went higher and higher, until they were fearing for my life. They put me on medication immediately, saving my life. Now I have to wait for the results of the other tests, do I have cancer or not. I feel fine, just a bit weak and light-headed every now and then, and very tired. I hope the tests will either prove there's nothing wrong with me, or point out where the problem is so they can treat it. My husband Theo still has plaster around his leg. He's not allowed to walk, but he does it anyway. Two more weeks and the plaster will be removed. I hope our lives will be normal soon. If only because our sex-life is practically non-existent at the moment! That's a killer for my stories! XD
  4. I had a week off, at the beginning of October, like I always have. Oct. 4 is our wedding date, and I always take a week off. It's tradition, even if we don't really celebrate with others. It was our 11th anniversary, this year. At the end of the week, I downloaded a few new stories. I discovered a story about the Amish, by Shelter Somerset, and fell in love with it. Lucky I discovered a sequel and two other books, I happily bought those as well. But then my week was over. "Can I have another week?" I asked no one in particular, just for fun. "I want to read!" At Mondey evening, Theo and I were cooking. Theo knelt in front of our gas oven, and said "hey... the flame has gone out." He opened the oven door and concluded the safety hadn't worked properly; gas was still flowing. And then it happened very quickly. The gas exploded, in the middle of his face, and in a reflex he jumped away. To me, it looked like he was attached to ropes and pulled out of reach of the explosion. He ended up in a corner, completely dazed, and I screamed and quickly tried to see the burn wounds. There were none. I shut off all the gas and sat back next to him, hearing him say "my leg hurts..." First, we thought he had strained his ankle. It was quite a jump, after all. The next day, I stayed home to look after him. He couldn't walk or stand, and at one moment when he moved, he heard a crack. "It's broken..." he said. Oh gods... We quickly asked a friend to drive us to the hospital. Lucky we have good friends, always willing to lend a hand. Lucky that friend was on board on his ship at that moment, as well. And even more lucky, he would go away for 10 days, and was more than willing to give me his car for that time being, so we would be mobile. In the hospital, it took only a few x-rays to find two fractures in the calf bone. And, the doctor said, it required surgery. Not again! My world fell apart for a moment, and Theo protested as well. Alright, the ankle was too swollen anyway, they would give it a splint and check again next week. He isn’t allowed to walk until then. Next week, we learn if he has to go for surgery. But, that isn’t all. Yes, I could read that day, and I joked I had to be more detailed with my wishes because my guardian angel is a bit sloppy. It’s the same as when I broke my back; I wanted time off and fell down some steps, disabling me for two years in total. Be careful what you wish for During a regular check-up, a few months ago, the doctors discovered “extraordinary cells” in my body. That could mean cancer. More check-ups were needed, and they were terrible. Yesterday, I should hear the final verdict: cancer or no cancer. I went to work. My colleagues didn’t expect to see me, and I was a wreck, of course. But I like my job and I figured I could talk to the boss about my ordeal lately. My boss was no where. One of my colleagues leaned over me, silently, looking so concerned... I fell apart. I ran to the bathrooms, crying for the first time in years, throwing out all the stress I felt. Another boss came to me and pulled me out of the toilet cubicle. I was sent home for the time being. At home, my boss phoned me (yeah, NOW he wanted to talk to me, the asshole) and I told him I wouldn’t come until we know more about Theo and about me. Not much later, the hospital phoned for me. They had found no cancer. But, before I was relieved, quickly added they had to do more tests, because they had found those cells earlier and there is something wrong with me, somewhere. They just don’t know where... So next Monday, I have to go to the hospital to the anaesthetist. Tuesday, Theo will hear if he has to go to surgery. Oct. 30, I will have the new tests. So now you know why I’m not very active, online... Oh, and my guardian angel has done his best. That explosion didn’t cause any damage. We could have been killed already. We are very lucky, we really are. xxx
  5. I like re-writing my old stories about the Wolves... Gives me something to do while I have a writers block.

    1. BronxWench

      BronxWench

      I read your forum posts on your Wolves, and I'm so intrigued... I vow to make time to read the stories! :D

  6. Laevi

    Originals

    I took it off AFF because someone took pleasure in breaking it down to tiny pieces, tramp on it, and pee on the remains. That's how it felt and that's how the reviews went, no matter how quickly I removed them. So I decided to publish it on Lulu instead... It spoiled my fun in AFF for a long time, but I'm over that now. Still, I can't handle such a treatment. I posted a few stories on Lulu for a small fee, to sponsor my hobby...
  7. Laevi

    My Wolves

    Did you make an account on Y!Gallery to see the naughty pictures? I have so many images with my Wolves I love them all and I'm glad they're received well. More will follow, but I think I should keep the right order. It will take time to re-write all the stories, but it will keep me entertained for a while. And thank you for commenting! xxx
  8. I'm not getting tired of you at all! I have posted a story to help you understand my Wolves a bit better, as there are so many characters. This webpage will help you as well: http://theed.nl/wolves.html. When you look at the ages on my webpage, you'll notice my men have aged through the years, just like me. By now I even introduced young Wolves, because they were getting so old! XD I'll bring my stories in small doses so you won't get bored or over-flooded with them. Enjoy and I'm very happy with your comments.
  9. Laevi

    My Wolves

    More than twenty-five years ago (oh yes, I'm that old ;P) I began to daydream about a group of men called the Wolves from Hell. The first drawings I made were of those characters. By now, they have settled firmly in my head. I have roleplayed with them, written stories and even books about them, and created many illustrations. Some people have even made fan-art with them (*proud*). It's time to introduce them here. I have re-written a few stories and posted them on AFF. To see all the names and characteristics, you can take a look at this webpage: http://theed.nl/wolves.html I hope you enjoy my men and my stories about them. They're very close to my heart, so be gentle with me. <3 Laevi
  10. Gods, inspiration, come back to me!!

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    2. Laevi

      Laevi

      Hahaha that's funny XD

    3. DemonGoddess

      DemonGoddess

      nooooooo! not the cheese!

    4. Laevi

      Laevi

      I never knew Gods ate cheese! XD

  11. I tell it in my profile (which no one reads): I never abandon my stories. Even if I haven't written for years, in my head they're still alive. I'm just waiting for time and inspiration. Usually, it takes my vacation to write. Vacations are rare. At work, I'm way, waaay too busy, and I'm dead-tired in the evenings. Beside that, I have a lover who demands my attention. I'm very lucky he is the house-man, so I don't have to cook or clean, but I'm not living in a hotel, if you know what I mean. I'm a grown up with a full time job. I'm no student living at mum's place. I have obligations. Lots. Of obligations. Even without kids (obviously...). That said, if you feel heart-broken because a story you like hasn't finished yet, rest assure I will continue. The stories pressing on my mind right now are Wings of a Butterfly, Martin Saint, Joel, Olsen, Justin & Jouri, and Frank & Menno. Especially the first three. Right now, my head is filling up with Wings of a Butterfly. That means the rest will have to wait. So please bear with me and be patient, not heart-broken. I do not abandon my stories. I love them as much, or even more, than you do. It's just... I have a life and it's very busy.
  12. Time for vacation. Head too full to write.

  13. Seems people are now too afraid to make comments Anyway I'm happily daydreaming about... Chad
  14. Rushed "It's a bit rushed". Rushed, rushed... I'm writing an erotic story, not a bestselling novel, dammit... I want to get off not to fall asleep
  15. I hear the Pianos again =D

    1. BronxWench

      BronxWench

      ::curls up to listen::

  16. I hear the pianos again... Felix and the Saint came back to life. I only kept the first two chapters, and threw it all around after that. I won't post any chapters until I'm completely satisfied, because it seems very fragile this time. At least I'm enjoying myself again.
  17. Yeah, sorry Kylee. Sometimes I'm a drama queen about my art and stories. The first few chapters will remain the same, it's the rest that I will change.
  18. Thank you for your kind words. I'm happy you like my stories. I dreamed about what I feel when I write (playing the piano!) and I woke up, reading a long review (very kind, but also rather 'demanding' in my opinion although it probably was just criticism) I only heard a few notes... I couldn't enjoy it anymore and only thought about what other people would think... I'll definitely keep the massage part. I loved that. But then I will no longer listen to critique because I have my own style I will be true to. I got steered in one direction and then the other way, and that doesn't work. Oh, thank you for posting on this forum, I'm happy to respond and that isn't possible with reviews!
  19. I want inspiration... I need to hear the pianos.

  20. I edited this because I upset someone who doesn't want to discuss, apparently, because they said goodbye in a review without leaving any means for contact. My story suddenly died. Martin Saint. I deleted it from AFF so I can work on it when I have more time, more peace, and less hectic at work. People, please follow my Twitter or Facebook account to know more about me. It's in my profile, can't miss it. And reviews: I LOVE THEM! I just hate it when they steer me in so many directions I can't follow it anymore and I get stuck. Okay? And quarrels, I hate those more than anything. Also over a post of mine. So please forgive me for being a drama-queen and keep giving me your reviews. I'll try and make Martin Saint less fast-paced, less passionate so soon, and I will post it when I hear the pianos again. If you want to discuss things with me, do it here. I'd like to reply but I can't, with reviews.
  21. Teeta left me this review. I felt the need to answer. Popping in again after reading chap 4, which I found to be quite amusing Joel practising on a pillow really made me laugh and the fact that Perry heard it made it even more funny.Those two are indeed quite a pair! still, there are a few things I'd like to share my thoughts on with you. Please, don't take it as something offending, or me criticising your story, far from it! I just like analyzing things, and the more I like them, the more I analyze. While reading the whole story so far, I couldn't help but think of Joel before the accident. You clearly said that he was adrenaline junkie who didn't really have time to be with someone, neither a woman nor a man, and when he first saw Perry, he thought of him as 'sissy'. Which would mean that Joel was either straight before *or so he thought* or he was in denial. I'd say the second is closer to truth because I can't see a straight guy falling for another guy, even in Joel's situation. At first I found myself looking sideways when he fell for Perry right off the bat, so to speak. But considering what I just said, that he might have been in denial, it could be possible, nod nod. So, that's the first thing. My response: Sometimes when I write my stories, it occurs to me that every guy in the world is gay without question. Of course it doesn't work like that in the real world. That's why I find it so funny XD My gay men are either obviously gay, straights who find their gay side and love it, or gay without appearing like it (surprise!). I like it that way ^^; Words like Sissy, Faggot, you name it, are quite common in the gay scene I know. But in this case, I used the word because that's how guys like Perry were described in Joel's previous life. I thought I made that clear...? Oh well. The second one is also about Perry, and well, his life. OK, so his accident happened two years before he met Perry, which means two years spent in hospitals and in rehab. Which means jobless. Since he has no family who would support him *also financially* he must be badly in debts now, or barely making ends meet *unless the state provides for him, which I doubt, especially that well, he never let his social worker come to his house and help him* Not to have any kinds of financial problems, Joel would have to have a fortune put aside from his work as a gym trainer. You mean Joel. Frankly, I don't know. I've been out of work because I broke my back, for two years. I could pay every bill because of my insurance. Even when I wasn't able to go to the controlling doctor. No questions asked, because it was obvious what was wrong with me. With Joel, what questions will there be? The guy lost his legs... So don't worry; he isn't rich, but he was insured. He had to be with a hobby like he had... >.> And the third thing is about Perry, actually Is it possible that he had seen Joel before? *pretty impossible considering Joel's lifestyle before Perry popped in* He's acting with so much familiarity that it really makes me think he had maybe seen Joel before. Or he's a really extremely open person, comfortable with calling someone he met three times a 'darling' and 'baby' and not really getting embarrassed hearing Jole's little practice session and them mentioning it to him. Admittedly, I was hoping that he would hear Joel, nod nod, but also was kinda counting on it being revealed a bit later. The whole practice scene, in fact, made me think of a 'what-if' scenario: what if Perry was only acting the way he is out of a good heart towards a handicapped person? Hearing Joel shout his name like this would certainly make him run for the hills, wouldn't it? and even if he didn't, there would be a lot of awkwardness between them and he would not confess so gladly that he did hear everything, I guess. Oh Perry... he's such a light footed fairy, falling for that hot dark guy with his Mediterranean looks. He has no doubt on his mind about whether he should fall in love or think first. No, he had never seen him before. If he had, Joel wouldn't have had the urge to do such dangerous things. So all in all *am I even summarizing anything?* I enjoyed the chapter very much and thanks for your hard work so far! Looking forward to another chapter! teeta Glad you liked it. Remember I wrote four chapters in a small day. I barely thought about what I wrote, I only wanted to describe what I dreamed. Laevi
  22. *bows humbly* Thank you for adding me. I'm very glad you like what you read so far.

  23. Body of review from lividfire follows: This story is crazy!!!! Really. From the fact they crashed for no reason( Lucky probably did it on purpouse just so he can as a true surf boy chill out and fuck a guy( well male whores usually get tired of women after a while and like to experiment.They call themselves bisexuals so they can dip into both jars and in th end they either realize they are latent homosexuals( most of them) or they continue till std/hiv finishes them off.)) THen Wards obsession with then name Janine( mentions her, writes her name). Then the fact that Lucky ain't scared of toasting his dick and balls on those 670 degrees on the island( well, if he does at leas Ward's will get a dessert). And the entire sex cene is very manly written. Going at it with no reszriction&emotions only to get off a.s.ap. I'm concerned for their mental health if their relationship procedes like this in th efuture, but since this is a wet dream/instant hard-fast jerk-off fantasy....It's crazy good. And keep the chapters coming*blows her nose while holding her sunglasses becasue it's cold but the story is hot* This made me laugh, but sad at the same time. This person didn't understand much, or expects too much. One or the other. First of all, the storm made the plane crash. Lucky obviously lost control over the jet, and managed to crash in the trees of an island instead of in the ocean. It wasn't intentional. And Lucky is no whore, he a pilot! Ms Jocelin (Janine??) was Ward's secretary. She's dead. Of course he mentions her name, and writes her name in the sand of her grave. Really! Did you miss that?! And the sex without emotion... They were just horny, and not in love. Of course it's matter-of-fact and 'manly'. They don't know each other at all! Anyway, I hope you enjoy the rest of it!
  24. So I got this complaint: Not to be too cranky, but it would be really awesome if you'd finish a story before losing interest and flitting off to a new one. Seems to be a trend (I *had* several of your stories as faves) and I guess I'll quit checking in. It's very sad and frustrating to get sucked into an interesting and well-written fiction, only to have it abandoned...with no resolution...are we really all this ADHD? You were updating this story practically daily, which was awesome, and had just gotten to a pivotal part, coming to the future. I was really psyched & now it's been over a month since it was updated & you're going great guns on a brand new story. Did you run out of plot? Lose inspiration? Get bored? You could at least write a crappy "and they lived happily ever after in any time they desired" to give the story closure. Your disappointed reader, Rae Let me reply. I don't have ADHD. I love my stories; each and every one of them. I love to update every day. I even write at work! But sometimes the flood of inspiration dries out, and I'm done for a while. I take a break. And I begin another story. I'm sorry to disappoint readers. But isn't that what this site is for? Updating chapters, rather than posting a complete story in one go? I can't force my inspiration. How can anyone expect that from me?
  25. Sometimes you want an answer, or discuss things. Use this topic! Here I can reply. No flaming please. My stories can be found here.
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