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I’m looking for a story where Buffy was hit with the Ferula Gemini and one half of her is attracted to Xander while the other is not. I remember most of the beginning at least takes place on the side of a mountain or in the hills. Xander has quite a bit of the soldier memories still and uses them effectively. Any help is appreciated, thank you in advance.

The one I was looking for, I found soon after. It was Wild Horses by Jeconais. I’ll look at your suggestions though.