Lilblossomcub

Dear 16 year old me, You know it is hard taking care of your ailing Grandfather while also maintaining being a Sophomore in high school and trying to be the best role model as the older sister for your own younger sister. Luckily they understand what is going on and the sacrifices that you make or else it would be more awkward and such if such a life continued on and all. Still tell friends and your teachers that you are having a hard time with school and that by NOT doing your homework it is because your grandfather is bedridden and needs more care since your grandmother is this short 4'7 woman and he's 5'8 so she CAN'T lift him up. Pray to WHOEVER that he gets better and see's you off from High School and that though he doesn't seem to be getting better from a combination of a bedsore and a cold keep in your mind that he will be alright. Don't listen to what family says or what the the television says, but what hopefully the doctors think will make things better. Not putting him into a nursing home where he stops eating because he is a "borderline diabetic" and not an ACTUAL diabetic and thus they cut off sugar from nearly all of his food. Stand up for what you believe in knowing you have a crush and take a chance. Sure he could say he wasn't interested or say some rude things for your heavy curvy figure, but at least you could be proud that you were honest and had guts. Yeah others will say differently but unless they are your friends, whose opinion really matters? It's just yours and yours alone so just tune everyone else out. Plan on not being that bookworm girl whose always in the library because of how she looks shouldn't be the only reason why she isn't very social. Looks alone are a barrier yes, but there are other good qualities that people should see besides whats on the OUTSIDE. Make a stand and show that you aren't afraid of what people say, but rather that they are wrong or are acting like a child who never learned any proper manners. Since you love reading so much, join and or make a book club and make friendships that way. There is nothing wrong with loving to read, in fact you should write your 5th grade teacher an email/snail mail letter about how thankful you are to letting her convince you of a few fantasy books since you didn't know what was good and that is where your love for reading grew; You would probably still be reading much much thinner "chapter books" if it wasn't for her giving you something several hundred pages longer and much more interesting. Be like Forrest Gump "Life is like a box of chocolate" There will be all sorts of twists and turns in life but you will accept every Badge of Honor with pride and keep on living. Yours truly, 22 year old self

David Wallace, Mario Puzo, and Cory Doctorow were my common ones. I got Wallace from writing about a little kid in the country befriending a baboon baby. I got Puzo from talking about a Harp playing young woman who lived up in the Himalaya Mountains and her music could be heard. Then Doctorow based on a chap from one of my Junjou Romantica fics. Veeeeeery interesting results.

Personally I like Asian more since at times it seems that English ones have too much "drama" or too much of something. Now there are those in Asian as well but to me it seems to fit. What's everyone watched? For me. English: Gilmore Girls, (parts of) Days of Our Lives, and a few others. Asian: You're Beautiful, My Sweet City, My Lovely Sam Soon, Boys Over Flowers (Korean) Hana Yori Dango (Boys Over Flowers Japanese version) and parts of Meteor Garden (Taiwanese version of Boys over Flowers). Pasta, Playful Kiss, Heartstrings, Down With Love, MARS, Meichan no Shitsuji (My Handsome Butler), Hi My Sweetheart, Love Forward, Hana-Kimi, Coffee House, and Oh My Lady. Will edit if I think of more. Most are Korean Drama's.

You know I don't mind PsI but if they didn't say "Gangnum Style" as lyrics in the song I'd like it better. My personal opinion of course.

I dont mind Summer but if it gets smoggy or too humid is the only thing I hate about summer season.

Ahhhh so that's why the whole Scythe thing I saw in the chat. Well hope everything goes well.

What's everyone's favorite season? I like Fall if it doesn't rain and I like Spring because I don't have any known allergies so I don't have to worry about anything.

Nice! Hope that make up part goes okay

I personally haven't done anyone/anything but please share what you have done or would like to dress up as and from where.

Ahh I forgot about Nightmare. That's a good group, love their clothing style more I think then anything else. Lol!

kagome: Luuuuuv Abby from NCIS! Close tigh is Ziva.

I am sooooo jealous!!! That sounds like loaaaads of fun! I live at work and something tells me my supervisors may have me pass out candy. Hmmm mite have to invest in smore ingrediants at least.

Anyone dressing up, giving out candy, and or just doing something?

I will need one Beta that wouldn't mind looking over a couple of fics I have. Now I haven't posted anything on here yet but I am trying to finish the ones I do have on Fanfiction.net It is Yaoi in case you didn't know so that means M/M pairing. If anyone is interested you can look me up on ff.net with the same username or PM here and we can talk.