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  1. i'm starting to think i just dont understand what classifies as good and evil. despite my interest in bdsm, i was raised in a christian familiy, and from a very young age they teach you that even your thoughts can send you to hell. and i was watching a documentary about batman, and it oddly referred to his views of right and wrong as being very strict, but i never perceived him as such, to me superheroes look increadibly liberal. not sure if that's normal or not... nice to hear someone telling me that my fantasies dont actually matter unless i do them, i was thinking the same thing, i was just starting to question that reasoning...
  2. i've asked this question yahoo answers, and it got deleted. i tried to ask on a vampirefreaks group, but its been a week and my request to join hasnt been responded to, i dont know if they're avoiding interacting with me or what. i like to read stories (and daydream) about sexual abuse, mostly kinds that involve domination and/or humiliation. but i've noticed that i dont seem to have the same mindset of other ppl who are into bdsm. most notably i'm not 'switchable' as wikipedia puts it. i would hate to have someone do to me, everthing that i get a rush out of. i'm not a sadomasichist, i'm a pure sadist. i've read about how 'normal' sadomasochists view their fetish, and their code of conduct, and though its interesting, its completely alien to me, and tragically doesnt appeal to me much. i have no interest in living my fantasies out in reality, i know better than that, but still, does the fact that enjoy this stuff make me evil? would i be not evil if i also enjoyed being humiliated and abused, or would that just make me a fucked up person? i need to know the answer, but everywhere i ask no one will tell me. absolutely no one. i needed to know the day i started to ponder it, and its been weeks now and its driving me insane. plz tell me...
  3. yeah, i could just manually search for it, but i dont like looking through 100s of pages of links just to find what i want but if the search thing omits words that have less than 4 letters, then how can you search for a character with a name less than 4 letters, or use the tags to find something you want? though i guess that second part is pointless, i've noticed alot of ppl dont bother to use the tags. edit: nevermind the search part, a shortcut just crossed my mind: if you press control-f, you can type in a word and it'll find it on the current webpage you're on. using that i can actually search each category, it literally only takes me a second or two to look through a single page! well, if you're only looking for one tag anyway...
  4. thought about readin the slytherin story jaydee mentioned, but i'm scared too now. i'm not too keen on the anal and oral stuff, that's just disgusting to me. not to mention i looked through her stories in the 'comics' section, and almost every one of them has the tags 'snuff' in it, not that i'm condeming her here but it's not something i'd like to read. i dont watch horror movies, not bc i hate them but bc they dont entertain me, they traumatize me. the only horror movies i hate are final destination (that one really really disturbs me, i cant believe i'm saying this but whoever the hell wrote that is beyond sick) and i typically dont think too highly of saw bc of it's pointless glorification of violence, and besides i dont like gore, makes me queezy. i dont mind violence really (i'm a fan of superheroes and i also enjoy roleplaying games) i just dont like gross stuff. or stuff about death and graphic violence, that gives me anxiety. i do enjoy drama, but i dont like thinking about death. that's something i probably need psychiatric help with.
  5. could you perhaps give me a link to that one? searching for 'luna humil' only gives me one harry potter story, and it's actually a cross-over with 'outlaw star' or something like that. (edit: nevermind, i thought weaveworld refugee was your name, when i noticed where the screen names actually are i did a search for that and found it) and i wasnt expecting a response, i was honestly surprised to get one. i did actually think about putting voy in the topic name, but i didnt really feel like detailing all my fetishes, i know most ppl wouldnt think too highly of them. though i happily indulge in it, i dont feel very happy about it at times, obviously not enough to affect me looking for this stuff, but i do feel guilty about it every now and then...
  6. sigh, i understand if no one wants to help me here. i know i'm a disgusting person and i should never have asked. i would never do stuff like this in reality i assure you of that, but not like society cares... edit: you can just delete this whole thread if you want, i dont care.
  7. the type of story i'm most interested in, is humilation stuff. i would also like voy, F/F, angst. and my favorite girls are of course hermione ginny and luna. i dont mind M/F, but i do not like M/M. looking through the other tags, slavery sounds like an interesting one. angst would probably appeal to me. so would exhibitionism. oo a mind control story sounds like fun. sexual harrassment might be interesting, assuming it fullfills others like humiliation and slavery. i have alot of fetishes, i'm just posting these all here mostly hoping i'll get a story with at least one in it, right now my main interest would be in a voy story. i dont actually like torture stuff that much though i dont mind it as long as it isnt like blood and guts and stuff (i'm looking for erotica stuff on here), sex is not a requirement i find typing in these tags doesnt work, often it gives me nothing, and when it does it seems to just give my random stories
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